For in the last nine months Dominic Iglesias' habits and outlook had
changed notably. The values were altered. It would be far harder to
return to the monotonous routine of business life now--even though a
fine revenge, a delicate heaping of coals of fire, accompanied that
return--than it had been to part company with it last year. Loneliness,
the emptiness induced by absence of definite employment, no longer
oppressed him. Holy Church had cured all that, giving him a definite
place, and definite purpose, beautiful duties of prayer and worship,
the restrained, yet continuous, excitement of the pushing forward of
soul and spirit upon the fair, strange, daily, hourly journey towards
the far horizon and the friendship of Almighty God. His retirement had
become very dear to him, since it afforded scope for the conscious
prosecution of that journey. Dominic's state of mind, in short, was
that of the lover who dreads any and every outside demand which may,
even momentarily, distract his attention from the object of his love.
Threadneedle Street, the glass and mahogany walled corridors, and the
moral atmosphere of them--money-getting and of this world conspicuously
worldly--were not these ironically antagonistic to the journey upon
which he had set forth and the habit of mind necessary to the
successful prosecution of it? There was Poppy St. John, too, and the
closer relation of friendship into which he had just entered with her.
This must not be neglected. And, thinking of her, he could not but
think of that younger son of the great banking-house, Alaric Barking,
and his dealings with her--enjoying her as long as it suited him to do
so, leaving her as soon as his passion cooled and a more advantageous
social connection presented itself. Towards the handsome young soldier
Iglesias was, it must be owned, somewhat merciless. Why should he go to
the rescue of this young libertine's family, and indirectly facilitate
his marriage, and increase its promise of happiness, by helping to
secure him an otherwise vanishing fortune? Let him pay the price of his
illicit pleasures and become a pauper. Such a consummation Dominic
admitted he, personally, could face with entire resignation.
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