And yet--yet--on closer examination were not these reasons against
undertaking the work offered him based upon personal disinclination,
personal animosity, rather than upon plain right and wrong, and,
consequently, were they not insufficient to justify abstention and
refusal? That earlier dream of his, on the night following his
dismissal last year, came back to him, with its touching memories of
the narrow town garden behind the old house in Holland Street,
Kensington--the golden laburnum, the shallow stone basin beloved of
sooty sparrows, poor, dear Pascal Pelletier and his Huntley & Palmer's
biscuit-box infernal machine and very crude methods of adjusting the
age-old quarrel between capital and labour. On that occasion the lonely
little boy, though at risk of grave injury to himself, had not
hesitated to save the ill-favoured chunk-faced grey cat--which bore in
speech and appearance so queer a likeness to Sir Abel Barking--from the
ugly fate awaiting it. He had gathered it tenderly in his arms, pitying
and striving to heal it. Was the child, by instinct, finer, nobler,
more self-forgetful, than the man in the full possession of reason,
instructed in the divine science, fortified by the example and merits
of the saints? That would, indeed, be a melancholy conclusion. And so
it occurred to him, not merely as conceivable but as incontestable,
that the road to the far horizon, instead of leading in the opposite
direction to the city banking-house, for him, at this particular
juncture, led directly into and through it; so that to refuse would be
to stray from the straight path and risk the obscuring of the blessed
light by a cowardly and selfish lust of the immediate comfort of it.
He would go and help those distracted plucked geese to grow new
feathers. Only to do so meant time, labour, unremitting application, a
wholesale sacrifice of leisure; so he must see Poppy St. John first.
CHAPTER XXVIII
"I did not call yesterday," Iglesias said, "in consequence of your
prohibitory telegram. But to-day I have come early and without
permission, first because I was anxious to assure myself you were
really unhurt, and secondly because something has occurred regarding
which I wish to consult you. I must have your sanction before taking
action in respect of it."
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