His expression had changed, taking on something of exaltation. He no
longer looked at Poppy, but away to the far horizon and the light
thereon resident.
And the Lady of the Windswept Dust was quick to realise this, though
upon what fair unseen object the eyes of his spirit did, in fact, rest
she was ignorant. Against it the vanity inherent in her womanhood
rebelled. She was piqued and jealous of the unnamed, unknown object
which absorbed his attention more than she herself and her friendship
did. From the first Iglesias had appealed to her very various nature in
a threefold manner. To the artist in her he appealed by the clearness
of his individuality, his finish of person and of feature, his gravity
and poise--these last taking their rise not in insensibility, but in
reasoned will, in passionate emotion held, as she had learned,
austerely in check. He appealed to the motherhood in her by his
unworldliness, by his ignorance of base motives, thus making her
attitude towards him protective; she instinctively trying to stand
between him and a naughty world, to stand, too, between him and her own
too often naughty self. He appealed to the child in her by the exotic
and foreign elements in him, which captivated her fancy, endowing him
with an effect of mystery, making him seem to hail from some region of
legend and high romance. But the events of the last few days had been
far from beneficial to Poppy St. John. They had demoralised her, so
that the artistic, maternal, and childlike aspects of her nature were
alike overlaid by the bitterness, the cynicism, the recklessness
engendered by her unhappy childless marriage and the irregular life she
had led. Poppy's feet were held captive in the quicksands of the things
of sense; her outlook was concrete and gross. Finer instincts lit up
but momentary flickering fires in her, speedily dying out into the
gloom begotten by the deplorable scene of yesterday with her husband,
and shame at the conspiracy of silence into which, as the lesser of the
two evils presented to her, she had entered, remembrances of which, on
his first arrival, had made her feel unworthy and a traitor in the
presence of Iglesias. This demoralisation worked in her to rebellion
against just all that which, in her happier moods, rendered Iglesias
delightful to her. His exaltation, his calm, the mystery which so
delicately surrounded him, the very distinction of his appearance
irritated her, so soon as she became conscious that she was no longer
the sole object of his thoughts. She was pushed by a bad desire to
force from him a more complete self-revelation, to cheapen him in some
way and break him up.
"Dominic Iglesias," she cried suddenly and imperatively, "you are a
trifle too empyrean. I don't quite believe in you. Be more ordinary,
more vulgarly human. For who are you, after all? What are you?" she
said.
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