And he, his thoughts recalled from a great distance, regarded her
questioningly and as without immediate recognition. Her voice was
harsh, and the transition was so abrupt from the radiant land of the
spirit to the dingy realities of Poppy's drawing-room, her tired,
black, bluey-mauve patterned tea-gown, and her absurdly artificial
little dogs. It took him some few seconds to adjust himself. Then he
smiled in apology, and spoke very courteously and gently.
"Who am I, what am I, dear friend? Why this, I think--a commonplace,
very ordinary person who, long ago, in early childhood, by mournful
accident, for which it would be an impiety to hold those on whom he was
dependent responsible, lost his sight. Through all the years which men
count, and rightly, the best of life--when courage is high and the hand
strong, and opportunity fertile, circumstance as a block of precious
many-coloured marble out of which to carve fine fortune for ourselves
and those we love--he wandered in darkness, insecure of footing,
missing the very end and object for which earthly existence has been
bestowed upon us mortals. He was sad and homesick for that which he had
not; yet ignorant of the nature of his own loss, disposed to blame the
constitution of things, rather than his own incapacity, for that which
he suffered."
"And then?" Poppy put in sharply. Listening, she had started to mock,
the cynic and worldling being hot in her, but, looking at the speaker,
somehow, she dared not mock.
"And then--recently--since I have known you in short, it has pleased
Almighty God by degrees to restore my sight."
Poppy regarded him intently, her singular eyes wide with question and
with doubt, her lips pressed together.
"I see--you have got religion," she said. "But do you seriously mean to
tell me that I--I--have had anything to do with that?"
"Yes," Iglesias answered. "You have had much to do with it. First by
love--for your friendship woke up my heart. Then by sorrow"--he paused,
divided by the desire to spare her and to tell her the whole of his
thought--"sorrow, when I came to know you better and value your
character and gifts at their true worth, because I saw noble things put
to ignoble uses, which of all pitiful sights is perhaps the most
profoundly pitiful."
Silence followed, broken only by minute and reproachful snorings on the
part of Cappadocia and her spouse. The little dogs, sensible of
neglect, had become the victims of wounded self-love, that most
primitive, as it is the most universal, of passions throughout all
grades of living things. Poppy meanwhile turned her head aside, unable
or unwilling to speak. Again she blew her nose with complete disregard
of the unromantic quality of that action, then said huskily:
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