"I have cleaned the slate. I shall keep it clean." Her voice grew
steadier. A touch of malice came into her expression. "I like
compliments, and you have paid me about the biggest I ever had. It will
take a little time to digest. So I think--I think, dear man, I will not
stand in the way of your going back to the City, and saving the sinking
ship--that is, if the work won't be too hard for you?"
"No," he answered, touched by her more gracious aspect, yet slightly
confused. "I have had nearly a year's holiday and rest; I am quite
equal to work. But I am afraid the hours must necessarily be long, and
that my opportunities of coming to see you will not be very frequent."
"Perhaps that's just as well," she said, "while I am still in process
of digesting the big compliment."
Then impulsively she swept up to him and laid her hands on his
shoulders, looking him full in the face.
"See here, you thrice dear innocent, since you have mentioned that
terrible word 'love,' the complexion of our relation has changed
somewhat. Don't you understand, made as I am, I must fight seven devils
within me if I'm to continue to play fair with you, as I swore I would?
And so, just because you are so very much to me, I had best not see you
too often until I have settled down into my new scheme of life. In a
sense Alaric was a safeguard. That safeguard's gone."
She moved a step back, letting her hands fall at her sides, while her
eye grew hard and dark.
"And there are other reasons, brutal, unworthy, sordid reasons, why it
is wiser that you should not come here often at present. They did not
exist--at least I had not the faintest conception that they did--when
we last met. They have rushed into hateful prominence since. Don't ask
me--I cannot tell you. You must trust me, and you must not let my
silence alienate you. I can't be explicit, but I give you my word I am
perfectly straight. And you must not let your religion alienate you
either. By the way, what form of faith is it?"
"The faith of my own people," Dominic answered. "The faith of the
Catholic Church."
Poppy smiled.
"Then I am not so afraid I shall lose you," she said, "for that's the
only brand of religion I've ever come across which isn't too nice to
reckon with human nature as it really is. It can save sinners, just
because it knows how to make saints--and it has made them out of jolly
unpromising material at times, there's the comfort of it."
She held out her hand in farewell.
"Good-bye till next time. You've done me good, as you always do. Now, I
am going to re-study some of my old parts, just to get the hang of the
whole show again."
But the door once shut, she flung herself down on the broad settee,
while the tiny dogs, whimpering, crowded upon her lap.
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