"I could not write, Rhoda, because of course I could not be sure
beforehand whether, when I came to London, I should really wish to see
you and George again or not." This from Serena, loftily and with
rustlings. "But as Lady Samuelson was driving in this direction to-day,
and offered to drop me here if I could find my own way back, I thought
I had better come, as I knew it was your afternoon at home."
"And I am sure for my part I am very pleased to have you come," Mrs.
Lovegrove replied, leading the way towards the seat of honour upon the
Chesterfield sofa. "I always do hold with letting bygones be bygones,
particularly as between relatives, when there has been any little
unpleasantness. And perhaps your calling will cheer poor Georgie up. He
is very tenacious of your and Susan's affection, is Georgie."
Here the speaker proceeded to swallow rather convulsively, pressing her
handkerchief against her lips.
"Perhaps I should be wiser to keep it all to myself," she added, not
without agitation. "But the sight of you does bring up so much. And I
am sorry to tell you, Serena, things are not as happy as they used to
be in this house."
The office of ministering angel was not, it must be conceded, exactly
native to Serena, her sympathies being restricted, the reverse of
acute. But, at a push, "curiosity has been known to supply the place of
sympathy very passably; and of curiosity Serena had always a large
stock at the service of her friends and acquaintance.
"I wonder why," she therefore observed in reply to her hostess's
concluding remark--"I mean I wonder why things should not be as happy
as they used to be?"
"I trace the commencement of it all to the time when you were visiting
here last November--not that I mean you were in any way to blame--"
Serena interrupted with spirit:
"No, pray do not connect anything which occurred then with me, Rhoda. I
think it would be most misplaced. After all that I have had to go
through I really should have thought it only delicate on your part
never to refer to what took place during my visit. I certainly should
have hesitated about coming here to-day if I had supposed either you or
George would have referred to it.--What dreadfully bad taste of Rhoda!"
she added mentally. "I believe I had better go. That would mark my
displeasure, and teach her to be more guarded with me in future. But
then perhaps she has something to say which I really ought to know.
Perhaps it would be a mistake to go. Perhaps I had better stay. I do
not want to be too harsh with Rhoda."
The truth being that she actually itched to hear more. For, to Serena,
her wholly imaginary love episode with Mr. Iglesias represented the
most vivid of all the very limited experiences of her life. Her
affections had not been engaged, since she possessed no affections in
any vital sense of that word. But she had been flattered and excited.
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