She had seemed to herself to occupy a most interesting position,
demanding infinite tact. During the months which had elapsed she had
rehearsed the history of every incident, of every hour of intercourse,
with Dominic Iglesias, a thousand times; weighing each word,
discounting every look of his, indulging in unlimited speculation and
analysis, until the proportions of that which had occurred were
magnified beyond all possibility of recognition, let alone of sane
relation to fact. To herself, therefore, Serena had become the heroine
of an elaborate intrigue. This greatly increased her importance in her
own eyes; and, though she was studiously silent regarding the subject
save in indirect allusion, the said self-importance, reacting upon
those about her, gained both for herself and her opinions a degree of
consideration to which she was unaccustomed and which she highly
relished. Never had Serena presented so bold a front to her
philanthropic and very possessive elder sister. Never had she enjoyed
so much attention in the small and rigidly select circle of Slowby
society, in which she and Miss Susan moved. Serena spoke with authority
upon all subjects, on the strength of a purely fictitious affair of the
heart. She is not the first woman who has made capital out of the
non-existent in this kind, nor will she probably be the last!
Nevertheless, she was very far from admitting the great benefit which
Mr. Iglesias had so unconsciously conferred upon her. She regarded
herself as a deeply injured person--irreparably injured, but for her
own diplomacy, admirable caution, knowledge of the world and
self-respect.
"I am well aware it is a trying subject to approach," Mrs. Lovegrove
replied, with praiseworthy mildness. "And I am far from blaming you for
turning from it, Serena. I am sure it has weighed sadly on my mind and
on George's, too. Not that he has said much, but I could see how he
felt; and then a great deal has come out since. That is why I am so
gratified to have you call here to-day, and so will Georgie be. He has
taken it dreadfully to heart finding how we have all been taken in, and
seeing how wrong it must put him with you and with Susan."
"It is very proper that you should say that, Rhoda," the other observed
with condescension. "I think you owe it to me to express regret. I
should have been sorry if George had proved indifferent, for I have
been very careful in what I have told Susan. Of course, I might have
spoken strongly. I think anyone would admit I should have been quite
justified in doing so. But I wished to spare George. Mamma was very
much attached to him, and of course he was constantly with us in old
days, before his marriage."
It was significant of the wife's humble state that she received this
thrust without a murmur.
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