Then both fell silent, having reached the place where words hinder
rather than help thought. And, as it happened, just then the stillness
was sensibly broken up, and the magic of the night encroached upon by
the passing of a couple of _char-a-bancs_ in the road below, loaded up
with trippers faring homewards from a day's outing at Hampton Court.
The tired teams jog-trotted haltingly. The wheels whispered hoarsely in
the muffling dust; and voices mingled somewhat plaintively in the
singing of a then popular khaki sing--"The Soldiers of the Queen."
Hearing all of which, as the refrain died away Londonwards up the great
suburban road, the compelling drama and pathos of life as the multitude
lives it--stupidly, without ideas, without any conscious nobility of
purpose, yet with a certain blundering and clumsy heroism--took Poppy
St. John by the throat. Those who stand aside from that democratic
everyday drama, rejecting alike the common joys and common sorrows of
it, have need--so it seemed to her--to account for and justify
themselves lest they become suspect. Therefore she looked at Dominic
Iglesias intently, questioningly, hesitated a moment, and then spoke.
"Still I don't understand you, in your determined detachment of
attitude. Tell me, if you are not afraid of love, why have you never
married?" she said.
And he, divining to an extent that which inspired her question, smiled
at her somewhat proudly as he answered.
"Be under no misapprehension, dear friend. I am a perfectly normal
piece of flesh and blood, with a man's normal passions, and his natural
craving for wife, and child, home, family, and the like. But during my
mother's lifetime I was bound to other service than that of marriage."
"But in these years since her death?" Poppy asked.
"There is a time for everything, as the Preacher testifies, a due and
proper time which must be observed if life is to be a reasoned
progress, not a mere haphazard stumbling from the weakness of childhood
to the incapacity of old age. And, can anything be more objectionably
at variance with that wise teaching than the spectacle of amorous
uxorious efflorescence in a man of well over fifty?"
Poppy permitted herself a lively grimace.
"All the same you have sacrificed yourself, as usual," she said.
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