Opposite St. Mary Abbott's church Mr. Iglesias lighted down from the
'bustop. His eyes were still dazzled by those flaming bills.--Lionel
Gordon was advertising handsomely. The knife-board of every second
omnibus displayed them, now he came to look.--His thought turned in
quickened interest towards the Lady of the Windswept Dust and all that
the said advertisements stood for in her case. He had seen her a few
days ago, after rehearsal, and she had warned him off being present
tonight.
"It's all going like hot cakes, dear man," she had said gaily, "still,
as you love me, don't come. I should be more nervous of you than ninety
dozen critics. I shall want you badly, all the same, don't doubt that;
and I shall play to you, all the while, though you're not there.
But--don't you understand?--if I actually saw you it might come between
me and my part. I shouldn't be sure who I really was, and that would
make me as jumpy as a sick cat. You shall know--I'll wire to you
directly the show's over; but I'd best have my first round quite alone
with the public. And then a first night is always a bit jungly--not
quite fair on the play or the company, or the audience either for that
matter. A play's the same as a ship, if there's any real art in it. It
needs time to find itself. So just wait, like a lamb, till we've all
shaken into place, and I'm quite at home in the saddle."
And in truth Dominic Iglesias had plenty to occupy his time and
attention at this particular juncture, irrespective of Poppy's _debut_
at the Twentieth Century Theatre. For tomorrow would close his
connection with Cedar Lodge, as to-day had closed his connection with
Messrs. Barking Brothers & Barking. The mind in hours of fatigue, when
vitality is low and the power of concentration consequently deficient,
has a tendency to work in layers, so to speak, one strain of thought
overlying another. Hence it was that Iglesias' contemplation of those
gaudy advertisements, and of their bearing upon Poppy's fortunes,
failed to oust the premonitions of finality which had come to and
somewhat perturbed him as he looked upon the pensive tearwashed face of
London-penitent, cleansed by the breath of the wistful far-hailing
autumn wind. Involuntarily, and notwithstanding his repudiation of
them, he continued to question those premonitions and the clinging
melancholy of them, asking whether they bore relation merely to the two
not wholly unwelcome partings above indicated; or whether the
foreboding induced by them did not find its source in some sentiment,
some intuition of approaching change, far more intimate and profound
than cessation of employment or alteration of dwelling-place. Then, as
he walked on up Church Street another layer of thought presented
itself. For he could not but call to mind how many hundred times he had
trodden that pavement before close against the close-packed traffic,
the high barrack-wall on the right hand, the row of modest shop-fronts
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