George Farringdon's son had never turned up, in spite of all the efforts
to discover him; and by this time Elisabeth had settled down into the
belief that the Willows and the Osierfield were permanently hers. She
had long ago forgiven Christopher for setting her and her interests
aside, and going off in search of the lost heir--at least she believed
that she had; but there was always an undercurrent of bitterness in her
thoughts of him, which proved that the wound he had then dealt her had
left a scar.
Several men had wanted to marry Elisabeth, but they had not succeeded in
winning her. She enjoyed flirting with them, and she rejoiced in their
admiration, but when they offered her their love she was frightened and
ran away. Consequently the world called her cold; and as the years
rolled on and no one touched her heart, she began to believe that the
world was right.
"There are three great things in life," Grace Cobham said to her one
day, "art and love and religion. They really are all part of the same
thing, and none of them is perfected without the others. You have got
two, Elisabeth; but you have somehow missed the third, and without it
you will never attain to your highest possibilities. You are a good
woman, and you are a true artist; but, until you fall in love, your
religion and your art will both lack something, and will fall short of
perfection."
"I'm afraid I'm not a falling-in-love sort of person," replied Elisabeth
meekly; "I'm extremely sorry, but such is the case."
"It is a pity! But you may fall in love yet."
"It's too late, I fear. You see I am over thirty; and if I haven't done
it by now, I expect I never shall do it. It is tiresome to have missed
it, I admit; and especially as you think it would make me paint better
pictures."
"Well, I do. You paint so well now that it is a pity you don't paint
still better. I do not believe that any artist does his or her best work
until his or her nature is fully developed; and no woman's nature is
fully developed until she has been in love."
"I have never been in love; I don't even know what it is like inside,"
said Elisabeth sadly; "and I dreadfully want to know, because--looked at
from the outside--it seems interesting."
Grace gazed at her thoughtfully. "I wonder if it is that you are too
cold to fall in love, or whether it only is that the right person hasn't
appeared."
"I don't know. I wish I did. What do you think it feels like?"
"I know what it feels like--and that is like nothing else this side
heaven."
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