When the Bishop ascended the pulpit, Elisabeth recalled her wandering
thoughts and set herself to listen. No one who possesses a drop of
Nonconformist blood can ever succeed in not listening to a sermon, even
if it be a poor one; and the Bishop of Merchester was one of the finest
preachers of his day. His text was, "Blessed art thou, Simon Barjona:
for flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee"; and he endeavoured
to set forth how it is only God who can teach men about God, and how
flesh and blood can never show us the Christ until He chooses to reveal
Himself. At first Elisabeth listened only with her mind, expecting an
intellectual treat and nothing more; but as he went on, and showed how
the Call comes in strange places and at strange times, and how when it
comes there is no resisting it, her heart began to burn within her; and
she recognised the preacher, not only as a man of divers gifts and great
powers, but as the ambassador of Christ sent direct to her soul. Then
slowly her eyes were opened, and she knew that the Figure in the east
window was no Sign of an imaginary renunciation, no Symbol of a worn-out
creed, but the portrait of a living Person, Whose Voice was calling
her, and Whose Love was constraining her, and Whose Power was enfolding
her and would not let her go. With the certainty that is too absolute
for proof, she knew in Whom she now believed; and she knew, further,
that it was not her own mind nor the preacher's words that had suddenly
shown her the truth--flesh and blood had not revealed it to her, but
Christ Himself.
When the service was over, Elisabeth came out into the sunlight with a
strange, new, exultant feeling, such as she had never felt before. She
stood in the old churchyard, waiting for Alan to bring round the
dog-cart, and watching the sun set beyond the distant hills; and she was
conscious--how she could not explain--that the sunset was different from
any other sunset that she had ever seen. She had always loved nature
with an intense love; but now there seemed a richer gold in the parting
sunbeams--a sweeter mystery behind the far-off hills--because of that
Figure in the east window. It was as if she saw again a land which she
had always loved, and now learned for the first time that it belonged to
some one who was dear to her; a new sense of ownership mingled with the
old delight, and gave an added interest to the smallest detail.
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