The reader will observe that I discuss this fasting question from a
materialistic view-point. I am telling what it does to the body; but
besides this, of course, fasting is a religious exercise. I heard
the other day from a man who was taking a forty-day fast, as a means
of increasing his "spiritual power." I am not saying that for you
to smile at--he has excellent authority for the procedure. The point
with me is that I find life so full of interest just now that I don't
have much time to think about my "soul." I get so much pleasure out
of a handful of raisins, or a cold bath, or a game of tennis, that I
fear it is interfering with my spiritual development. I have, however,
a very dear friend who goes in for the things of the soul, and she
tells me that when you are fasting, the higher faculties are in a
sensitive condition, and that you can do many interesting things with
your subliminal self. For instance, she had always considered herself
a glutton; and so, during an eight-day fast, just before going to
sleep and just after awakening, she would lie in a sort of trance and
impress upon her mind the idea of restraint in eating. The result, she
declared, has been that she has never since then had an impulse to
over-eat.
There are many such curious things, about which you may read in the
books of the yogis and the theosophists--who were fasting in previous
incarnations when you and I were swinging about in the tree-tops by
our tails. But I ought to report upon one fasting experiment which
resulted disastrously for me. Earlier in this book I told how I had
been able to write the greater part of a play while fasting. Shortly
afterwards I plunged into the writing of a new novel, and as usual I
got so much interested in it that I wasn't hungry. I said that I would
fast, and save the eating time, and the digesting time as well. So I
would sit and work for sixteen hours or more a day, sometimes for six
hours at a stretch without moving. After two or three days of this I
would be hungry, and would eat something; but being too much excited
to digest it, I would say, "Hang eating, anyhow!"--and go on for
another period of work. I kept that up for some six weeks, and I turned
out an appalling lot of manuscript; but I found that I had taken off
twenty-five pounds of flesh, and had got to such a point that I could
not digest a little warm milk. I cite this in order that the reader may
understand just why I take a gross and material view of fasting. My
advice is to lie round in the sun and read story-books and take care of
your body, and leave the soul-exercises and the nervous efforts until
the fast is over. But all the same, I know that there will be great
poetry written some day, when our poets have got on to the fasting
trick--and when our poets care enough about their work to be willing to
feed it with their own flesh.
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