The light was rising, and as I stood there before that footway
transformed into a bed of flowers my strange night-fancies gave place
to recollections at once sweet and sad. I thought of my last excursion
to Fontenay-aux-Roses, with the loved one, the good fairy of my
twentieth year. Springtime was budding into birth, the tender foliage
gleamed in the pale April sunshine. The little pathway skirting the
hill was bordered by large fields of violets. As one passed along, a
strong perfume seemed to penetrate one and make one languid. _She_ was
leaning on my arm, faint with love from the sweet odour of the flowers.
A whiteness hovered over the country-side, little insects buzzed in the
sunshine, deep silence fell from the heavens, and so low was the sound
of our kisses that not a bird in all the hedges showed sign of fear. At
a turn of the path we perceived some old bent women, who with dry,
withered hands were hurriedly gathering violets and throwing them into
large baskets. She who was with me glanced longingly at the flowers,
and I called one of the women. “You want some violets?” said she. “How
much? A pound?”
God of Heaven! She sold her flowers by the pound! We fled in deep
distress. It seemed as though the country-side had been transformed
into a huge grocer’s shop. . . . Then we ascended to the woods of
Verrieres, and there, in the grass, under the soft, fresh foliage, we
found some tiny violets which seemed to be dreadfully afraid, and
contrived to hide themselves with all sorts of artful ruses. During two
long hours I scoured the grass and peered into every nook, and as soon
as ever I found a fresh violet I carried it to her. She bought it of
me, and the price that I exacted was a kiss. . . . And I thought of all
those things, of all that happiness, amidst the hubbub of the markets
of Paris, before those poor dead flowers whose graveyard the footway
had become. I remembered my good fairy, who is now dead and gone, and
the little bouquet of dry violets which I still preserve in a drawer.
When I returned home I counted their withered stems: there were twenty
of them, and over my lips there passed the gentle warmth of my loved
one’s twenty kisses.
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