Of all forms of mental torture to which a sane human being can be
subjected, say which is the worst? To hear the door of your prison cell
close behind you, with hope gone, friends alienated, love ruined, home
wrecked, and the awful prospect of seven years’ unutterable silence and
solitude, knowing before God you are an innocent man? Or to discover,
and beat your brains into discord with the knowledge, that being sane,
you are the inmate of a lunatic asylum; that, having reason, you are
classed with idiots; and that every explanation you can offer will be
treated with a mocking laugh?
The borderland between sanity and insanity is slighter than many
believe or would care to own. If ever man’s brain had been tested to
its utmost limits of tension, that brain beat and throbbed in the
head of the wretched Frank Onslow. He had lost his adored wife and
had found her; he had been granted the supreme hour of reconciliation
and rapture, and it was turned into the dull agony of expected death.
He had been told that if she awakened from her dull brain stupor,
and could mingle her kisses with those of her husband and her child,
her life might be spared, and he knew that when she did awake and
discovered that her lover and her lord had vanished without a word, she
might be dead even now. He might have killed her. He who would have
died to give her life, might, for aught he knew, have struck her once
more, just as she was tottering into the very arms of death. Everything
had failed; utterly, completely failed. Frank Onslow had become gray
with grief.
The child who should have been in his arms was lost, God knows where.
The wife whose life depended upon his honor was either dying or dead.
The woman who had by him been changed from a companion into a fiend
was triumphant. And he, the hapless victim, was under lock and key,
powerless to move, impotent for good or evil.
The more the poor creature protested his sanity the more mad he seemed
to be. The very situation, the ghastly surroundings, the hideous
objects he met on every side, were enough to turn the brain of the
strongest man. Insanity is bred in the air like a pestilence. Mad
doctors become mad. Nurses, attendants, porters, and servants connected
with lunatic asylums in time are devoid of reason. Put a madhouse,
private or public, in any given neighborhood, and in the course of
years the surrounding villages and neighbors will become as cracked as
_King Lear_ himself, as suicidal as _Ophelia_.
When Frank Onslow awoke from the stupor of surprise, he found to his
horror that he was surrounded by gibbering madmen and crack-brained
women. They sneaked round him, pulled him by the sleeve, and babbled
nonsense into his ears. They believed that everyone was mad but
themselves. They were deceitful, cruel, treacherous, hysterical, and
maudlin.
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