Here was an old man driven mad by gluttony, a wild weird, wolf-like
man, who, after every meal, chattered for the next like a monkey.
Scarcely had he swallowed his dinner before he stamped up and down the
corridor muttering, “I want my nice tea and cut bread and butter. I
tell you I want my nice tea and brown bread and butter.” And after tea
was swallowed he whined for his supper. Here was the young lover who
was driven mad because he could not marry the girl he had met night
after night in the stalls of the opera. Every night he dressed himself
up in his evening clothes, put an artificial flower in his button-hole,
and sitting on an old wooden chair, looked into space and warbled
the music of _Faust_’s love scene. Here was a woman driven mad by the
bad man who had deserted her, whose hair had turned gray in her long
imprisonment, but who ever since wept tears all day over the love
letters thrust into her bosom and reduced to a pulp with much weeping.
Here was the man who believed he had a millstone on his head; here the
woman who was convinced that every means was being taken to accomplish
her dishonor; out they all came, mumbling, maundering, making faces
at one another, pulling and picking at one another’s coat sleeves,
defiant, blasphemous, hysterical, howling, and weeping, men and women
cursing, men and women rending the air with their piteous cries. Men
glared at him with features distorted with rage, women hissed at him
with lips polluted with blasphemies. It was enough to make anyone mad
to talk to them. This was no home for the afflicted. It was a veritable
hell upon earth.
The worst of it was that there was no humane desire to cure the insane.
In public institutions they attempt to cure, too often in private homes
they do not hesitate to kill the last vestige of reason. The doctors,
instead of soothing their patients, irritated them. The mad point was
not avoided, it was insisted upon. The consequence was that the wards,
comparatively quiet before the medical attendants went their rounds,
became a pandemonium after they left them. It would never have done to
cure a paying patient. The object was to make him day by day madder and
madder still.
In order to save his distracted brain, Frank Onslow relapsed into
solemn and sullen silence. He was tortured with their mocking laughs.
If he appealed to the doctors they laughed at him; if he consulted the
attendants they turned away with a grin. If he hoped to obtain sympathy
from the patients, the fitful gleam of intelligence turned into the
animal laughter that was hideous.
“I shall go mad,” said the wretched man to himself, “unless I hold my
peace. Henceforward I will be dumb. It is my only safety.”
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