“You cannot love me,” he said slowly.
“I cannot love you--and I know we cannot be friends. You are not that
kind of man. It would tear your heart to pieces. Better one wrench at
once and be done with it. And I am not the kind of woman to accept
friendship that I knew was only a mask for love.”
“You cannot love me?” he asked again monotonously, like a man repeating
some set formula.
“I cannot love you. I have played with my life in my own way, and as I
have played so I will pay. Now, good-by, I know you too well and trust
you too well to fear that you will trouble me at all. You will go away,
I suppose?”
“Yes,” said Jacynth moodily, “I will go away.”
“Thank you, and good-by.” She moved away swiftly, and he stood there
staring after her until she disappeared inside the hotel.
Jacynth walked moodily back into the garden and stared sullenly at
the bright sky. If the autumn day, so warm that it might have been
midsummer, had suddenly changed to winter, it could not have looked
colder or more dismal to his eyes. He shrugged his shoulders. “So
that’s all over,” he said to himself bitterly; “you have played your
stake and you have lost, and now you must remember that it is your
duty to play the man and not the fool.” Thrusting his hands into his
pockets he began to walk slowly down the garden path, feeling very
dull and dizzy, like a man who has had a heavy fall. He was thinking,
or trying to think, of things which interested him so deeply once, and
which now seemed so strangely uninteresting, when his meditations were
interrupted. He found himself confronted by Castleton, who was eying
him sympathetically.
“Old man,” said Castleton, “you saved my life once, and though it
wasn’t much worth saving, I’m devilish grateful to you all the same. So
I’d like to do you a good turn now if I can.”
“You can’t do me any good,” Jacynth answered, “there’s nothing the
matter with me. Don’t talk rot, there’s a good fellow.”
“There’s a great deal the matter with you, and I can do you good,”
Castleton answered. “I can tell you all about that woman.”
CHAPTER III.
BY FRANCES ELEANOR TROLLOPE.
HOW IT STRIKES A CONTEMPORARY.
But this case is so plain ... that nothing can obscure it, but to use
too many words about it.--JEREMY TAYLOR.
Lord Castleton, doubtless, did not literally believe that he could
tell his friend “all about” that woman. But he probably was possessed
with the conviction that when he should have said what he had to
say, there would remain little more worth telling. We smile with a
kind of fatigued contempt at the venerable classical joke of the
fool who, wishing to sell his house, carried about a brick from it
as a specimen. We know better how to judge of houses. But we are
willing--sometimes--to pick off a very small fragment of human life,
and to exclaim knowingly, “Look here, _I’ll_ tell you what it is made
of!”
Lord Castleton’s well-meant offer was not received with gratitude.
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