I never think but to regret
I know too much----
The hush and silence had fallen over the outer world beyond and about
the great hotel, and something of its hush and mystery brooded too in
the deserted corridors and vacated public rooms of the building itself.
Perhaps one or two of its inmates--so strangely thrown together--would
have given almost every earthly possession for the power to gaze
unknown--unseen--into one of those locked chambers; a room where a
woman sat alone, with all the light and laughter and mischief gone from
her face, and the shadows of suffering and regret resting like somber
memories in her veiled and sorrowful eyes.
This was not Lady Francis as the world knew her--as the men whom she
bewitched and tormented and flirted with in so audacious a fashion knew
her. No, this was a woman maddened by self-reproach and unavailing
regrets, fired with jealous hatred of a rival, and filled to the
heart’s core with the memories and the longings that one voice, one
face, alone in all the world had power to awaken, and had awakened
to-day.
She had thrown on a loose muslin wrapper, and the soft lace and pale
tinted ribbons seemed to cling lovingly around the lissom figure, the
snowy throat and arms. The long glass opposite reflected her as she
raised her drooping head with its wreath of unbound hair, and the
sorrowful eyes that met her own struck sharply on her senses as a
surprise--so unlike they were to the eyes she was used to see. “Oh,
what a fool I have been,” she cried, with an impatience and intolerance
of herself that was the more maddening by reason of its vain remorse.
“And yet I suppose I should do it again to-morrow under the same
circumstances; yet, O Frank, Frank, how I loved you once--how you
_seemed_ to love me!”
She looked down again at the table by which she was seated. On it lay
an open photograph case containing a photograph. The dark eyes smiled
at her--the handsome, gay, young face looked radiant in its happy youth
and supreme content with life.
Her own intent gaze seemed to drink in thirstily every line, every
feature, well as she knew them all. “He doesn’t look happy--now,” she
said, and a little sob broke from her.
Impatiently she closed the case, and began to pace up and down the room
in a stormy, impetuous fashion--dashing the tears from her wet lashes,
though they only thronged back fast and swift in very mockery of her
efforts to deny their weakness.
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