“She worships him as (fool that I have been not to have seen it) only a
good woman could love her child.” Frank’s jealousy was dead forever.
“Then bring her child here. Let her wake amid her natural
surroundings--her husband by her side, her child’s voice ringing in
her ears, the life of the ‘home’ about her. Let the past be forgotten
by her. Let peace be her healing, and love her medicine. You will be
her doctor, not I, when there is recognition in her eyes, and she is
struggling back to a world that has been so cruel to her.”
He took up his hat. He had spoken. They must wait the hour.
CHAPTER XIII.
BY MRS. EDWARD KENNARD.
“THE SCARS REMAINED.”
When Lord Francis Onslow listened to Dr. Fairfax’s advice, he resolved
to act upon it without loss of time, especially as he sadly realized
that in the present condition of affairs he could do nothing to
expedite his wife’s recovery. The issue lay in God’s hands. He felt
this keenly, chafing at his helplessness. During the many hours spent
in the chamber of the sick woman, he reviewed his past life with bitter
repentance. Little by little he distinctly perceived how unworthy had
been his own conduct, and how much he was to blame for the terrible
occurrences which had recently taken place. When he recalled Fenella as
she was when they were first married, he found it impossible to hold
himself guiltless. However wayward and childish she might have been,
in those days no one could doubt her purity and innocence. Moreover,
she loved him, and a man does not lose a woman’s love without some
cause. Now she lay stained and crushed upon a bed of pain, like a
white lily stricken to earth. Her name was in all men’s mouths. The
spotlessness of her reputation had departed, never to return. She might
have been a happy wife and mother, and now what was she? A creature
shunned by her kind, fallen from her pedestal, and blackened by crime.
Ah! it was pitiful to think of; still more pitiful to trace the folly,
vanity, and wrong-doing which had brought about such a result. Why
could they not have rested content with one another’s love. What a
fevered, unnatural existence theirs had been of late years. He smiled
a wan smile, as it occurred to him that their histories contained an
unwonted amount of sensation and melodrama. Their experiences would
form a strange narrative. Once, long ago, Fenella had loved him truly
and well. Of that he felt morally certain. If he had only exercised a
little patience with his beautiful child wife, and sought to correct
her errors by example, rather than by preaching and criticism, how
differently things might have turned out. She was young. Her faults
were chiefly those of youth and ignorance, combined with the natural
craving for admiration of a pretty woman. But there was no harm in
her--then. She might have been guided. A girl in her teens is made of
plastic material. Her character is not firmly set as a rule, either for
good or evil.
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