The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
“Cognin news,” said Isabelle ironically. “It will interest the whole of
France!”
“At the news I bring you
Your lovely eyes will weep,”
Clément hummed to the air of “Malbrough.”
“Ha, ha!” laughed everybody.
“You may laugh, Madame, but my news _will_ interest the whole of
France.”
“Then tell us what it is,” cried several voices at once.
Every eye was on the young man. He enjoyed the momentary superiority
which his possession of news gave him. Holding the whole table at his
mercy he had succeeded in gaining his ends. They were now serving
truffled galantine “_des gourmets_” as it was called, the glory of
a Toulouse specialist. In front of each guest costly orchids of various
hues blossomed in a tall Murano vase. It was Alice’s idea to have this
decoration, which she had read of in a society paper.
“Well?” said Madame Dulaurens, speaking in the name of all.
Clément could contain himself no longer. He had had time enough to
appreciate his own tactlessness, but with the utmost coolness he said:
“Well, Commander Guibert is dead!”
This news, dropped like a bombshell in the middle of a gay
dinner-party, all but perfect in its arrangements, amid the warmth, the
lights, the charming flowers, the dazzling jewels, the lovely dresses,
and the general cheerfulness, seemed almost an impropriety. It would be
only the unmannerly Clément, coarsened by sport, who could be guilty
of such a blunder. Why, the very introduction of the subject of death
seemed to imply that the pleasures of the evening were not everlasting;
and does not the whole art of enjoying the present consist in supposing
it will last forever? And then if it had only been the death of some
unknown person, they could have passed it over! But Commander Guibert
could not be so quickly disposed of; the common knowledge of his
origin, his personality, and his brilliant career prevented his name
from dropping out of the conversation. Stupefaction reigned at the
table.
Isabelle was the first to speak, and it was to cast doubts on the truth
of the story.
“But it is not possible! Last year we might have believed you. He was
taking part in the Moureau Expedition to Africa. He was travelling in
unknown and dangerous countries. But he came back safe and sound, and
famous as well. Now he is commander and an officer of the Legion of
Honour at thirty-two. He is our great man. You are all jealous of him,
so you think you will just get rid of him.”
She spoke with animation, turning from right to left in her chair, as
if inviting all the guests to witness her anger. On Clément’s unhappy
remark she had looked at Alice and saw the blood leave her cheeks as
though she were dying. This mortal pallor extended even to her hands,
which shook nervously, hardly distinguishable from the white cloth.
Isabelle had immediately turned the attention on herself with her hasty
words.
Clément made a slight gesture.
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