The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
She saw that Alice had been crying and envied her the reality of her
sorrow. When the time for departure came, as her friend went to the
hall to help her on with her furs, she took advantage of their being
alone to throw her arms round her neck, and at last giving way to the
grief which she had choked back all the evening she whispered a few
wild words, which were understood at once.
“My poor Alice! What cowards we have been! Oh, why can we not be
allowed to mourn for our dead this evening? Our lives belonged to them,
and we denied it. Let us weep for them and for our dull existence which
might have been so bright!”
“Yes,” said Alice, “sorrow itself is more to be desired than the fate
that is ours.”
CHAPTER II
THE POLICEMAN’S MESSAGE
The discussion at the Café National at Cognin had been long and
animated. When the telegram from the Minister of War had been brought
to the town-hall, the municipal schoolmaster was on the doorstep
dismissing his pupils. He took the envelope from the hands of the
messenger, who was puffing out his cheeks to make his importance felt.
“Official and post free! For the Mayor.”
“Give it to me,” said the schoolmaster cautiously. And he immediately
tore open the envelope, to show the messenger who was the real head of
the community. He read the words twice aloud, with the Minister’s name
at the bottom:
“The Mayor, Cognin, near Chambéry. Inform Guibert family immediately
decease of Commander Guibert while defending Timmimun, Algiers. Shot
through forehead after repulsing assault.”
He did not grasp it the first time he read it because, taking
everything to himself as most people do, he expected to discover
something of a personal nature in this government communication,
perhaps the exemption of his son, who had just drawn his lot and was
trying to escape military service. His disappointment prevailed over
his pity.
After having told his wife and his deputy about the news, he put on his
hat and ran over to the Café National, kept by Mayor Simon himself.
The latter was the successor to the post to Dr. Guibert, who had been
excluded from the Corporation a short time before his death, the very
year that he had gratuitously attended almost all the population when
attacked by typhoid fever. He was a country lawyer, an intemperate
boaster, who drank with all his customers and treated his bar as a
political committee-room. Ignorant and incapable, but genial-hearted,
he left all his duties to the schoolmaster, who was filled with false
teachings and who dazzled him by his socialistic and anti-militarist
theories which he culled from pernicious propagandist pamphlets. In
public he treated him condescendingly, but he obeyed him humbly at the
town-hall.
“Well, Master,” he cried as he saw him come in, “you have forgotten
your ferule!”
Proud of knowing this rare word, he used it on every occasion to poke
fun at his assistant.
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