The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
They got up very firmly. They felt proud of their resolution. They
wrapped themselves up in their capes and went out, the old man going
in front like a youngster. They got as far as the end of the village,
when in the road they met the schoolmaster, who was walking along
smoking a cigar. Maillard grinned as he recognised them.
“What, going for a walk?” he asked.
“No,” said the stammering Mayor, “I am seeing Randon home.”
“But he lives on the Chaloux road!”
The councillor explained matters.
“I am going as far as the Favres grocery near here with an order. It is
for my wife.”
“I will go with you. I am just taking the air before supper.”
Neither the Mayor nor Randon dared to confess their plan. They returned
to Cognin very humbly on either side of the schoolmaster, who held
forth at length and announced the coming golden age of brotherhood.
* * * * *
“I shall be back in the evening,” Madame Guibert had said to her
daughter, as she got into Trélaz’s carriage. She was going to Chambéry
on family business. With the help of Étienne and François, who had been
lucky in their enterprises at Tonkin, and with Marcel’s aid during the
Sahara Expedition they had been able to keep Le Maupas.
At sunset Paule came out for the first time to lean on the balustrade.
She listened for the sound of the approaching carriage coming up the
slope, but she listened in the quiet evening air in vain. As the frost
was very sharp she ran to get a shawl, wrapped herself in it, and
waited.
The snow-covered land grew rosy in the evening light. A kind of
virginal purity was over it. The vine-branches and the hedges were
covered with a fine lacework of hoarfrost, which shone in the dying
fires of day. The bare woods had no more secrets, and the branches with
their thousand twigs stood out in the clear air like blades of grass.
Paule, who clung to this little place with every fibre of her being,
loved the fairy-like winter effects. The cold made her shiver. As she
crossed the threshold, a raven flew croaking across the horizon. Its
wings made a black spot against the pale sky.
“Bird of misfortune!” murmured the girl carelessly, without reading any
ill omen in it. Was it not the time for ravens? They hover over the
bare fields, near the houses, trying to find a scanty sustenance.
She put two logs in the drawing-room grate, built up the fire
carefully, and placed a kettle on the logs. Then she went to find a
glass, a spoon, the sugar and the bottle of rum, which she arrayed on
a little table near the fireplace. “Mother will be cold when she gets
back,” she thought during these preparations. “It is freezing to-night
and she will be dreadfully cold in that open cart of Trélaz’s. A good
fire and a hot drink will do her good. Poor Mother!”
She sat down beside the lamp and tried to read a book she had begun.
But this occupation could not hold her attention. She looked at the
clock. It was past six.
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