The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
Uneasily she took up the shawl which she had left on a chair, and went
back to the veranda. Night had fallen. The stars were trembling in the
sky, as if they were cold. Although the moon was still invisible, the
horizon was not dark. It seemed as if a faint light was rising from
below, as if the white earth illumined the sky. Down in the depths
of the valley Paule saw the lamps of Chambéry shining. She looked
searchingly at the wood with its bare oak-trees, through which the
carriage must come, she watched for the light of the moving lamps, and
listened for the slightest sounds that the breeze carried to her. For
a moment the clatter of a mill deceived her. A shrill scream which
broke the silence made her shudder,--it was so like a cry of despair.
When she had recovered from her fright, she recognised the siren of
a neighboring factory. For a long time she remained leaning on the
balustrade, listening and receptive of every impression.
Marie, the old servant who had lived with the family through good and
bad fortune, came to look for her and scolded her.
“Now isn’t it madness to stay outside in this cold? Will you come in,
Miss Paule? You won’t bring Madame home any quicker by taking cold
yourself!”
Paule obeyed, making no reply. But she went no further than the
kitchen, so that she might be ready to run out at once. Hearing the
gate open, she rushed out and found herself face to face with a peasant
from Vimines, who on account of his poverty was ironically nicknamed
Baron.
“Oh!” she exclaimed in her disappointment, as the poor creature walked
unceremoniously into the kitchen.
“Good evening, everybody! I’ve just looked in as I passed, to get warm.”
From time to time he did a day’s work at Le Maupas. He was an idle
good-for-nothing, whom Dr. Guibert had helped. He often came to the
door and asked for work, though really only to get a drink.
“Good evening, Baron. You did not meet my mother on the road?”
“No, Miss, I saw nobody.”
Seated near the stove with his felt hat crushed in his hand, he looked
at the girl and the servant with a cunning eye. Paule left them and
began gazing out once more into the night. The moon was illuminating
the scene with her silvery beams, but her light revealed only the
emptiness of the road.
In the kitchen the rustic was saying to Marie: “So you haven’t heard
anything?”
“About what?” asked the servant, putting her pan on the fire.
“About the news, bless you!”
“What news, you old chatterbox? What are you keeping to yourself?”
Distrustful, he had thought that they were hiding it from him. At last
he understood that at Le Maupas they were still ignorant of what all
Cognin already knew. As he passed in front of the hospitable house, he
had yielded to his curiosity to see the effect of the bad news. But he
would not tell anything, not he! Everybody has his own job to do. He
quickly drained his glass of red wine, refused a second, and got up to
leave.
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