The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
Do those words not sum up the incitement to live well which the example
of all heroes gives us? They were great in that they did not bargain
over their deeds, that in their careers, whether short or long, were
manifest the marks of souls free from all fear and weakness. So
Paule found consolation and comfort in that very thing which was the
source of her heart’s disorder. She swore to herself, as she smelt
the flower, that henceforward she would bear the burden of her days
bravely, without bitterness, without revolt. Her despised youth would
not be useless if she spent herself in willing sacrifice. And when she
rejoined her mother she greeted her with an embrace of protection for
the old age confided to her care. It was as though she sealed with a
kiss the promise of her new-born courage.
CHAPTER VI
ISABELLE
In the middle of the front tier of boxes at the Club Theatre at
Aix-les-Bains Madame de Marthenay and Madame Landeau displayed their
beauty, one shyly, the other with the utmost composure, to the eyes and
opera-glasses of the audience. They were a good foil for each other.
Isabelle wore a soft silk dress, of buttercup yellow, whose V-shaped
opening revealed the curve of her breast; and round her slender neck,
to set off its whiteness, was a black velvet ribbon in which flashed
a diamond of extraordinary coloring. The gentle Alice was dressed in
black lace, without a jewel. She had chosen this sombre color the
better to efface herself, but it suited her fair complexion admirably.
Behind the women were seated Count de Marthenay, M. Landeau, and
Captain Jean Berlier. That evening Gluck’s “Iphigenia in Tauris” was
being sung. As the first swelling notes of the orchestra called for
silence and attention throughout the house, the ex-lieutenant of
dragoons silently opened the door and glided out of the box. He made
at once for the gaming room. His wife turned round a moment later and
noticed his flight. Alone in her sorrow, she was mourning as she saw
Marcel’s friend once more; mourning for what might have been and was
not. Isabelle was radiant. She was experiencing the joyous sensations
of the cat who has made sure of her prey and gloatingly prolongs her
anticipations, imagining she felt the breath of the young man behind
her on her neck, just below her dark hair. M. Landeau was divided
between desire for this beautiful, cruel creature and anxiety to run
off to the reading-room to see the latest reports from the Stock
Exchange, the scene of his unending battles.
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