The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
Amused with their sentimental sword-play they exchanged smiles as two
fencers exchange salutes. Isabelle inhaled life greedily as if it
were a bouquet of tuberoses. Her bosom rose and fell under her bodice
of soft silk, which gave a hint of the firm contours. Jean could
follow the fine blue veins which ran over the white skin and lost
themselves under the silk. He pictured through the cunning draperies
that faultless body, fit pendant to her head with the queenly profile,
crowned by jet black hair. He had only to stoop to pluck this human
flower, this rare orchid in the flesh. In the stem which bent towards
him, in the unfolding of the petals, in the quivering from head to foot
as before the warm evening breeze, he saw her offer of herself. Why
should he not pluck? Did he not know the value of beauty, the value of
youth, which enhances joy so much? But had he not known this he would
not have worn that expression of fervent melancholy in the presence of
joy.
“How long I have been waiting for you!” she cried in a different voice,
in which the accent of desire was plain to his ears.
“You were really waiting for me?”
He could scarcely misunderstand her when she replied:
“I am still waiting for you.”
The orchestra was playing the prelude to the second act. Madame de
Marthenay came back into the box with M. de Lavernay, to whom M.
Landeau had given up his place. The latter, to get away from this
serious music, which differed so much from light opera, and to direct
in peace from the reading-room his dealings on the Stock Exchange,
dispatched to his wife a second admirer, whom he destined in his mind
to be a check on the other. By her coldness to him, which he refused
like so many husbands to attribute to his own shortcomings, Isabelle
infatuated him and made sure of her dominion. She had the art of
mastering this coarse, full-blooded adorer, who growled to show himself
off, like a wild animal before his tamer. He satisfied all her fancies,
all her whims, inspired as much by his own vanity as by the passion to
which he surrendered himself so whole-heartedly. And if he hated her
flirtations, he paid no more attention to them than one would pay to
the tiresome noise of bells on a show horse’s neck.
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