The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
He had himself arranged for Madame Guibert’s life after their
departure. He had installed her for the winter, in spite of her
protests, in a little home in the Rue Saint-Real at Chambéry. There
she would be less alone than at Le Maupus and would be in welcome
proximity to the church.
“I do not wish to be a source of expense,” murmured the poor old lady.
But Étienne in Tonkin had quite agreed with his brother-in-law. And
the neighborhood of the Cathedral led to the success of their plan. As
the days went on, however, Paule felt her courage weaken while that of
Madame Guibert increased. The latter was quite transfigured, and on
her forehead with its deep wrinkles, in her clear eyes, on her pale
cheeks, the radiancy of her soul shone forth. In the evening she talked
to her two children about their future and poured into their hearts
her own confidence in God, that confidence which cheerfully leaves to
Providence the outcome of one’s own firmness, courage, and virtue.
This teaching, illustrated by her own noble example, they never forgot.
Clinging to one another like travelers threatened by a storm, all
three tasted the brief happiness of being together and at length sadly
reached the morning of their separation. But Jean and Paule were still
sleeping when Madame Guibert drew near to God, to find the supreme
strength she would presently need.
Suffering souls, who seek in prayer forgetfulness and calm, love to
frequent chapels at the hour when day is dying. Under the arches,
where the light falling from the windows loses itself, they have a
vague consciousness of a mysterious and peaceful presence. One may
guess at the state of these stricken beings from the slow murmur of
their lips, still more from their weary, hopeless attitudes as they
kneel on the softest spots they can find for their knees. But the poor
women who go to early Mass have more need of courage than of calm.
Before their labors they seek strength and patience in the presence of
Him who suffered all human sorrows without a murmur. Hardened by daily
work, they do not appreciate a merely comfortable religion, but throw
themselves into the faith as into refreshing water, from which they
emerge with new life and spirit.
The altar bell had announced the beginning of the holy sacrifice. At
one end an aged priest with bent head slowly recited the prayers, to
which a sleepy little clerk made the responses.
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