The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
“Is M. Landeau away?” said Madame Dulaurens, rather shocked at the way
in which Madame Orlandi interpreted her maternal duties.
Quite unmoved, the Italian Countess answered:
“M. Landeau is away. He is doing splendid business at present. My girl
will scarcely see him before the day the contract is signed. He is not
exactly beautiful to look upon. Isabelle is very artistic. But she
will get used to him. You can get used to everything, except being no
longer beautiful after you have once been so.”
Regrets for her lost youth made her sigh. She lowered her face,
smothered with violet powder,--that face which for a long time she had
not dared to gaze upon in the mirror. When the butler offered her a
dish of choice fruits, she looked at it with a gasp and, turning to
Madame Dulaurens, asked:
“Are there no sweets?”
“No,” answered Madame Dulaurens, rather surprised.
“How tiresome!”
Madame Dulaurens, now really astonished at her behavior, remarked:
“You didn’t tell us, dear friend, that we were to have the pleasure of
your society to-day.”
“Oh,” said the Italian, not in the least disconcerted, “I am very
easily pleased and I understand your ways. But it is Pistache. He won’t
understand. Every day he has his three courses and a sweet. He will
think that I have punished him, and he hasn’t deserved it.”
Madame Dulaurens was quite out of patience, but she had a white of egg
beaten with some sugar, which was offered to the idol. As they rose
from table the little dog, under the influence of his greed, insisted
on staying behind, in spite of the frantic calls of his mistress. He
paid for it, however. The butler saw him, and having made sure that
the coast was clear and the company all gone, with a well-directed kick
sent him flying to the other end of the dining-room. Pistache gave vent
to a dull growl, but was not at all astonished. All he knew of life
consisted of extremes, and he travelled philosophically from kisses to
kicks, from the drawing-room to the pantry.
Immediately after lunch M. Dulaurens, assuming a busy and important
air, which imparted a comical cast to his placid face, bowed to the
ladies and departed to his workroom, where one of his tenants was
waiting. It was a question of rent in arrears. The tenant naturally
claimed a deduction. Labor was dear, money tight, and the harvests had
been bad.
“Bad!” cried M. Dulaurens with that hardness which he appeared to keep
for his tenants and tradesmen, and which redeemed him in his own eyes
from the weakness which he displayed toward his wife.
“Bad! But what about all last year’s wine? What have you done with it?
There were barrels and barrels of it. You haven’t sold it?”
“Oh, Sir, you can’t think that. It would only have fetched a poor
price. It was a disgrace. We preferred to drink it ourselves.”
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