The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
M. Dulaurens, forgetting his peaceful instincts when his interests were
concerned, was going to fly into a rage, when his eyes fell on a work
lying on his table between a society novel and a book on heraldry.
It was Nicole’s handbook: “The Methods of Peace among Mankind.” He
had bought it cheap on account of its title and had contented himself
with the reading of that alone, which was sympathetic to the natural
tranquillity of his disposition. Calming himself, he sent the peasant
away with many kind words, but without the slightest concession.
“Landlords are really to be pitied,” he protested. “They do not
know what to do. My friend M. Timoléon Mestrallet himself has great
difficulty in getting out of debt.”
M. Mestrallet was an old miser in the neighborhood, who spent his
holidays in complaining of the bad times and the difficulty he had in
making ends meet. But he never said anything about the enormous sums he
saved every year.
As the tenant was going away, inwardly reproaching himself for having
gained nothing by the interview, Alice came into the room. She carried
a cup of coffee made as her father liked it. She counted on the
favorable effect the fragrant beverage would have on her father, who
was inordinately fond of it and accepted the cup now with an angelic
smile of pleasure. While he was taking little satisfied sips, she
sat down, then got up, and could not remain still. Confused and
frightened, she trembled violently as she forced out these simple words:
“Father, you are going to have a visitor presently.”
“Well, my dear, your mother is in the drawing-room. And who is it?”
“Madame Guibert,” replied a choking voice, which should have revealed
the young girl’s secret to Monsieur Dulaurens, if the latter had not
a long time ago abdicated his privileges as head of the family and
neglected the knowledge of his own children.
“Madame Guibert? She never goes to see anyone since she became a widow.
It is an honor that we shall appreciate.”
And drawing up his little figure to show his appreciation, he said,
with a great air of superiority:
“She is not very used to society, but she is a good woman, and her sons
have succeeded very well.”
Alice thought his praise rather inadequate and murmured, “Her husband
saved my life, Father. You remember when I had typhoid fever?”
“Yes, yes,” he said quickly. He also remembered that the doctor’s bill
might not have been settled, and he did not wish to go into the matter
very deeply. Could Madame Guibert be coming to claim this old debt?
But surely not, she would not be so impertinent--especially now, when
her son and daughter were so kindly received at La Chênaie. She would
be unwilling to spoil such good social relations by the intrusion
of business. Why then this visit, for which Alice had been prepared
beforehand?
“Did she tell you she was coming?” he asked.
“Yes, Papa.” And then in a very low voice she spoke again. “Madame
Guibert is coming on my account.”
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