The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
“Poor lady! Why, it is Madame Guibert. What is the matter? A pain?
They come on without warning. I won’t have it said that I left you in
trouble. Your husband saved this child from typhoid.” She pointed to a
little chubby maid who was laughing. Coming nearer, she saw the tears
running down the weary face and guessed that it was nothing physical.
Out of respect she asked no questions, but continued:
“He would not take anything, the good man. He loved the poor, and above
all the children of the poor. He was always laughing. My babies were
not afraid of him, they would have eaten off his plate. ‘This is what
brave men and women are made of,’ he would say. ‘I have some of them
at home, you know!’ It is true, Madame Guibert, that we have a lot of
them. But it is just the same, having a lot. You love them all the
same. At least one wouldn’t like to lose any of them.”
By kind words she comforted Madame Guibert, who thought:
“My husband saved Alice Dulaurens too. At La Chênaie they did not honor
him any the more for that, and they don’t even remember it. The poor
forget less quickly.”
“Look at me chattering away without helping you,” continued the woman.
“Come inside; have a little glass of something, it will do you good. It
warms the heart. Come in and rest for a minute.”
Madame Guibert got up, taking the hand which the woman held out to her.
“Thank you, Fanchon, thank you. I don’t want anything. There, I am all
right again, you see. It was only a passing faintness. Your children
are lovely. May God keep you, Fanchon! I don’t want to refuse you, but
they are waiting for me at home. My daughter is very easily worried.”
“I would like to help you, Madame. One of these days I will bring you a
dozen fresh eggs. Don’t say no, it will give me so much pleasure! Come
along, children. If it had not been for the Doctor there would have
been one less. My lot wouldn’t have been complete.”
“You are kind, Fanchon. Good-bye.”
At last she was able to continue on her way to Le Maupas. She walked
slowly, stopping now and then to wipe her damp forehead, sickened at
the thought of the news she had to bring. She did not know how long it
took to go from Cognin up the hill which crosses the oakwood, but it
must have been very long, for she arrived there as the sun was touching
Mount Lépine and darting its shafts against the shield of leaves.
A hundred times she felt she would never get back. Under the trees,
however, she was grateful for the coolness of the shade and home seemed
nearer. Like a wounded animal that measures its safety by the distance
from its burrow, she made a last effort.
Marcel, leaning against the gate, was looking down the road. He saw
his poor mother coming painfully up the road, her face crimson, her
back bent, a picture of old age. He ran to her and when he came up, she
burst into sobs. “My boy, my dear boy!” she gasped.
He had to support her, and he asked simply:
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