The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)Bordeaux, Henry
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The fear of living : $b (La peur de vivre)
Bordeaux, Henry
French fiction -- Translations into English
“Yes, it will take two years, as far as we can judge in advance about
so long and dangerous a journey. I saw Commandant Jamy in Paris, and
he introduced me to M. Moureau. It is arranged that we shall both take
part in the mission with a couple of hundred Tirailleurs. It is being
carefully organised. The Minister of War is interested in it. But I am
afraid that we shall not go before next year.”
Marcel talked long, in a grave, distinct voice, about the reason, the
aim, and the preparation for the little expedition which was being
prepared to take the place of that which had ended so tragically
under Colonel Flathers. He explained clearly, almost eloquently, so
completely had he mastered his subject. He waxed enthusiastic over it.
Nothing seemed to interest him now except this bold journey into the
heart of Africa. He supplemented his words with expressive gestures
as he dwelt on the theme of these vast unknown lands, mysterious and
unfathomable as the ocean.
In listening to him Jean’s face took on an attentive and manly
expression. This young man of supple movements, of delicate and
handsome features, who smiled and joked unceasingly, who pleased women,
and whom one would have pictured at first sight as completely in his
element in a drawing-room flirting and making himself agreeable,
revealed under the influence of a serious interest his really strong
and virile character. Knowing him better, his friend Marcel Guibert had
never judged him differently, and when he heard him spoken of as the
lady’s man of the garrison, he was astonished and contented himself
with answering, “You don’t know him.”
Madame Guibert now appeared on the steps.
“Not a word,” said the Captain, quickly putting his fingers to his lips.
“She knows nothing?” whispered Jean.
“No, she will know only too soon.”
Madame Guibert looked at the garden, but did not see the two young
men. Thinking herself alone, she removed her spectacles which she had
put on to do some fancy work, took out her handkerchief and passed
it slowly over her eyes. Tired, she leaned on the wooden balustrade,
which was covered with a sad mantle of withered branches of jasmine and
wistaria. She let her eyes rest on the familiar landscape in mournful
reverie.
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