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He was to some extent enlightened now, but he was even more astonished,
more disconcerted: he took a moment to compare my story with his
quickened memories. The result of his meditation was his presently
saying with a good deal of rather feeble form: “This is the first I hear
of what you allude to. I think you must be mistaken as to Mrs. Drayton
Deane’s having had any unmentioned, and still less any unmentionable,
knowledge of Hugh Vereker. She’d certainly have wished it—should it have
borne on his literary character—to be used.”
“It was used. She used it herself. She told me with her own lips that
she ‘lived’ on it.”
I had no sooner spoken than I repented of my words; he grew so pale that
I felt as if I had struck him. “Ah, ‘lived’—!” he murmured, turning
short away from me.
My compunction was real; I laid my hand on his shoulder. “I beg you to
forgive me—I’ve made a mistake. You don’t know what I thought you knew.
You could, if I had been right, have rendered me a service; and I had my
reasons for assuming that you’d be in a position to meet me.”
“Your reasons?” he asked. “What were your reasons?”
I looked at him well; I hesitated; I considered. “Come and sit down with
me here, and I’ll tell you.” I drew him to a sofa, I lighted another
cigar and, beginning with the anecdote of Vereker’s one descent from the
clouds, I recited to him the extraordinary chain of accidents that had,
in spite of the original gleam, kept me till that hour in the dark. I
told him in a word just what I’ve written out here. He listened with
deepening attention, and I became aware, to my surprise, by his
ejaculations, by his questions, that he would have been after all not
unworthy to be trusted by his wife. So abrupt an experience of her want
of trust had now a disturbing effect on him; but I saw the immediate
shock throb away little by little and then gather again into waves of
wonder and curiosity—waves that promised, I could perfectly judge, to
break in the end with the fury of my own highest tides. I may say that
to-day as victims of unappeased desire there isn’t a pin to choose
between us. The poor man’s state is almost my consolation; there are
really moments when I feel it to be quite my revenge.
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