interest in _my_ case--what one wonders about, you see, is what can be
done for him. I mean, that is”--for he floundered a little, not knowing
at last quite what he did mean, a great rush of mere memories, a great
humming sound as of thick, thick echoes, rising now to an assault that
he met with his face indeed contorted. If he didn’t take care he should
howl; so he more or less successfully took care--yet with his host
vividly watching him while he shook the danger temporarily off. “I don’t
mind--though it’s rather _that_; my having felt this morning, after
three dismal dumb bad days, that one’s friends perhaps would be thinking
of one. All I’m conscious of now--I give you my word--is that I’d like
to see him.”
“You’d like to see him?”
“Oh, I don’t say,” Mark ruefully smiled, “that I should like him to see
_me_--!”
Newton Winch, from where he stood--and they were together now, on the
great hearth-rug that was a triumph of modern orientalism--put out one
of the noted fine hands and, with an expressive headshake, laid it on
his shoulder. “Don’t wish him that, Monteith--don’t wish him that!”
“Well, but,”--and Mark raised his eyebrows still higher--“he’d see I
bear up; pretty well!”
“God forbid he should see, my dear fellow!” Newton cried as for the pang
of it.
Mark had for his idea, at any rate, the oddest sense of an exaltation
that grew by this use of frankness. “I’d go to him. Hanged if I
wouldn’t--anywhere!”
His companion’s hand still rested on him. “You’d go to him?”
Mark stood up to it--though trying to sink solemnity as pretentious.
“I’d go like a shot.” And then he added: “And it’s probably what--when
we’ve turned round--I _shall_ do.”
“When ‘we’ have turned round?”
“Well”--he was a trifle disconcerted at the tone--“I say that because
you’ll have helped me.”
“Oh, I do nothing but want to help you!” Winch replied--which made it
right again; especially as our friend still felt himself reassuringly
and sustainingly grasped. But Winch went on: “You _would_ go to him--in
kindness?”
“Well--to understand.”
“To understand how he could swindle you?”
“Well,” Mark kept on, “to try and make out with him how, after such
things--!” But he stopped; he couldn’t name them.
It was as if his companion knew. “Such things as you’ve done for him of
course--such services as you’ve rendered him.”
“Ah, from far back. If I could tell you,” our friend vainly wailed--“if
I could tell you!”
Newton Winch patted his shoulder. “Tell me--tell me!”
“The sort of relation, I mean; ever so many things of a kind--!” Again,
however, he pulled up; he felt the tremor of his voice.
“Tell me, tell me,” Winch repeated with the same movement.
The tone in it now made their eyes meet again, and with this
presentation of the altered face Mark measured as not before, for
some reason, the extent of the recent ravage. “You must have been ill
indeed.”
“Pretty bad. But I’m better. And you do me good”--with which the light
of convalescence came back.
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