The purple grapes nodded a little in sympathy with Miss Dobell’s nervous
agitation. She put up a little hand, clothed in a brown woollen glove,
and steadied them.
“I often think,” she said, “that I should do well to purchase one black
garment for such occasions as these. Now I should hardly have liked to
come here to-day, dressed in colours, had I not been aware of poor dear
Mr. Mottisfont’s views. It is awkward. Yes, oh, yes. But you see, my
dear Mary, in my youth, being one of a very large family, we were so
continually in mourning that I really hardly ever possessed any garment
of a coloured nature. When I was only six years old I can remember that
we were in mourning for my grandfather. In those days, my dears, little
girls, wore, well, they wore—little—hem—white trousers, quite long, you
know, reaching in fact to the ankle. Under a black frock it had quite a
garish appearance. And my dear mother, who was very particular about all
family observances, used to stitch black crape bands upon the
trouser-legs. It was quite a work. Oh, yes, I assure you. Then after my
grandfather, there was my great-uncle George, and on the other side of
the family my great-aunt Eliza. And then there were my uncles, and two
aunts, and quite a number of cousins. And, later on, my own dear
brothers and sisters. So that, as you may say, we were never out of
black at all, for our means were such that it was necessary to wear out
one garment before another could be purchased. And I became a little
weary of wearing black, my dears. So when my last dear sister died, I
went into colours. Not at once, oh, no!”—Miss Dobell became very much
shocked and agitated at the sound of her own words. “Oh, dear, no. Not,
of course, until after a full and proper period of mourning, but when
that was over I went into colours, and have never since possessed
anything black. You see, as I have no more relations, it is unnecessary
that I should be provided with mourning.”
Elizabeth Chantrey left her sister’s house in rather a saddened mood.
She wondered if she too would ever be left derelict. Unmarried women
were often very lonely. Life went past them down other channels. They
missed their link with the generations to come, and as the new life
sprang up it knew them not, and they had neither part nor lot in it.
When she reached home she sat for a long while very still, forcing her
consciousness into a realisation of Life as a thing unbroken, one,
eternal. The peace of it came upon her, and the sadness passed.
CHAPTER VI
THE LETTER
Oh, you shall walk in the mummers’ train,
And dance for a beggar’s boon,
And wear as mad a motley
As any under the moon,
And you shall pay the piper—
But I will call the tune.
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