Elizabeth was tolerant of lovers, and Mary’s little sentimentalities,
like Mary’s airs of virtuous matronhood, were often quite amusing to
watch; but to-night, with David Blake as a fourth person in the room,
Elizabeth found amusement merging into irritation and irritation into
pain. Except for that lighted circle about the piano, the room lay all
in shadow. There was a soft dusk upon it, broken every now and then by
gleams of firelight. David Blake sat back in his chair, and the dimness
of the room hid his face, except when the fire blazed up and showed
Elizabeth how changed it was. She had been away only a month, and he
looked like a stranger. His attitude was that of a very weary man. His
head rested on his hand, and he looked all the time at Mary in the rosy
glow which bathed her. When she looked up at Edward, he saw the look,
saw the light shine down into her dark eyes and sparkle there. Not a
look, not a smile was lost, and whilst he watched Mary, Elizabeth
watched him. Elizabeth was very glad of the dimness that shielded her.
It was a relief to drop the mask of a friendly indifference, to be able
to watch David with no thought except for him. Her heart yearned to him
as never before. She divined in him a great hunger—a great pain. And
this hunger, this pain, was hers. The longing to give, to assuage, to
comfort, welled up in her with a suddenness and strength that were
almost startling. Elizabeth took her thought in a strong hand, forcing
it along accustomed channels from the plane where love may be thwarted,
to that other plane, where love walks unashamed and undeterred, and
gives her gifts, no man forbidding her. Elizabeth sat still, with folded
hands. Her love went out to David, like one ripple in a boundless,
golden sea, from which they drew their being, and in which they lived
and moved. A sense of light and peace came down upon her.
Edward’s voice was filling the room. It was quite a pleasant voice, and
if it never varied into expression, at least it never went out of tune,
and every word was distinct.
“Ah, well, I know the sadness
That tears and rends your heart,
How that from all life’s gladness
You stand far, far apart—”
sang Edward, in tones of the most complete unconcern.
It was Mary who supplied all the sentiment that could be wished for. She
dwelt on the chords with an almost superfluous degree of feeling, and
her eyes were quite moist.
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