Elizabeth went home on the 15th of June. After hard struggle, she had
come into a place of clear vision. If the dream stood the test, if in
spite of all her strivings towards Truth, David still came to her, she
would take the dream to be an earnest of some future waking. If the
dream ceased, if David came no more, then she must cast her bread of
love upon the waters of the Infinite, God only knowing, if after many
days, she should be fed.
David was very much pleased to have her back. He told her so with a
laugh—confessed that he had missed her.
When Elizabeth went to her room that night, she sat down on the
window-seat and watched. It had rained, but the night was clear again.
She looked from the window, and the midsummer beauty slid into her soul.
The rain had washed the sky to an unearthly translucent purity, but out
of the west streamed a radiance of turquoise light. It filled the night,
and as it mounted towards the zenith, the throbbing colour passed by
imperceptible degrees into a sapphire haze. The horizon was a ghostly
line of far, pure emerald. This transfiguring glow had all the sunset’s
fire, only there was neither red nor gold in it. The ether itself
flamed, and the colour of that flame was blue. It was the light of
vision, the very light of a Midsummer’s Dream. The cloud that had shed
the rain brooded apart with wings of folded gloom. Two or three drifting
feathers of dark grey vapour barred the burning blue. Perishably fine,
they dissolved against the glow, and one amazing star showed translucent
at the vapour’s edge, now veiled, now blazing out as the mist wavered
and withdrew from so much brightness. A night for love, a night for
lovers’ dreams.
Yearning came upon Elizabeth like a flood. Just once more to see him
look at her with love. Just once more—once more, to feel his arms, his
kiss—to weep upon his breast and say farewell.
She put her hand out waveringly until it touched the wall. She shut her
eyes against the beauty of the night, and strove with the longing that
rent her. Her lips framed broken words. She said them over and over
again until the tumult died in her, and she was mistress of her
thoughts. Immortal love could never lose by Truth.
Now she could look again upon the night. The trees were very black. The
wind stirred them. The sky was full of light made mystical. Which of the
temples that man has built, has light for its walls, and cloud and fire
for its pillars? In which of them has the sun his tabernacle, through
which of them does the moon pass, by a path of silver adoration? What
altar is served by the rushing winds and lighted by the stars? In all
the temples that man has made, man bows his head and worships, but in
the Temple of the Universe it is the Heavens themselves that declare the
Glory of God.
Elizabeth’s thought rose up and up. In the divine peace it rested and
was stilled.
And David did not come.
CHAPTER XXII
AFTER THE DREAM
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