France -- History -- 1914-1940 -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“There is something,” she was murmuring, “that would help me very much.”
There, I had done it! I was an ass of the common or garden variety, who
first resolved to keep out of a queer business and then, because a girl
looked bothered, plunged into it up to my ears. I succeeded in hiding my
feelings, in looking wooden.
“Please tell me,” I responded, “what it is.”
“But--I can’t explain it.” Her gloved hands tightened on the railing.
“And if I ask without explaining, it will seem so--so strange.”
“Doubtless,” I reflected grimly. But I had to see the thing through now.
“That doesn’t matter at all,” I assured her civilly through clenched
teeth.
She came closer--so close that her fur coat brushed me, and her breath
touched my cheek; her eyes, like gray stars now that they were less
anxious, went to my head a little, I suppose. Oh, yes, she was lovely.
Of course that was a factor. If she had been past her first youth and
skimpy as to hair, and dowdy, I don’t pretend that I should ever have
mixed myself up in the preposterous coil.
“This paper,” she whispered, holding out the sheet, “has something in
it. It is not about me; it is not even true. But if it stays aboard
the ship,--if some one sees it, it may make trouble. Oh, you see how it
sounds; I knew you would think me mad!”
“Not in the least.” What an absurd rigmarole she was uttering! Yet such
was the spell of her eyes, her voice, her nearness that I merely felt
like saying, “Tell me some more.”
“I can’t destroy it myself,” she went on anxiously. “He--they--mustn’t
see me do anything that might lead them to--to guess. But no one will
think of you, nobody will be watching you; so by and by will you weight
the paper with something heavy and drop it across the rail?”
My head was whirling, but a graven image might have envied me my
impassivity. I bowed. “I shall be delighted,” I announced banally, “to
do as you say.”
Her face flushed to a warm wild-rose tint as she heard me promise it,
and her red lips, parting, took on a tremulous smile.
“Thank you,” she murmured in frank gratitude. “I thought--I knew you
would help me!” Then she was gone.
My trance broken I woke to hear myself softly swearing. I consigned
myself to my proper home, an asylum; I wished the girl at Timbuktu,
Kamchatka, Land’s End--anywhere except on this ship. As I had told the
agent of the Phillipson Rifles, I am no boy. One can scarcely knock
about the world for thirty years without gaining some of its wisdom; and
of all the appropriate truisms I spared myself not one.
Resentfully I reminded myself that mysteries were suspicious, that
honest people seldom had need of secrecy, that idiots who, like me,
consented to act blindfold would probably repent their blindness
in sackcloth and ashes before long. But what use were these sage
reflections? I had given my word to her. I was in for the consequences,
however unpleasant they proved.
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