“Sit down, John. I am going to let you eat here in peace away from the
children.” He glanced up questioningly as a roar came from the kitchen,
with snarls and growls in various keys. “It’s all right. They are wild
animals in a cage and I am the keeper. They are having no end of fun.
You had a cold drive.”
“Bitter.”
“You need an ulster with a storm collar.” She glanced involuntarily
at the barrel. “Aren’t these potatoes good, John? So mealy one hardly
needs butter. Lucky thing, too! You didn’t know I skimped the family
out of a pound of butter, did you? Yes, sir, it went into the candy
money.” She meant it as a pleasantry, but somehow it failed, and she
hurried on. “I wish there were more of the potatoes. Those boys do eat
so! But never mind! After Christmas the hens will begin. Funny how
hens can tell the time of the year, isn’t it?” She chattered on about
anything and everything except the draft.
“This certainly is comfort,” he said at last, relaxing under the genial
influence of food and warmth and companionship. “That’s a cold stretch
coming out from town.”
“Didn’t you stop anywhere?”
“Yes. At Joe Henderson’s. Mary--his wife died!”
“John!”
“Yes. Died last night. I never felt so sorry for anybody in my life.
They think the baby will live; and the poor fellow doesn’t know what to
do with it nor where to turn.”
“Oh, John! If only our cow weren’t going dry I would----”
“You shouldn’t do it, anyway,” he said savagely. “You have enough care
now for three women!--Mary, the draft didn’t come.”
“I know,” she said quietly. “But, John, we’ll get along some way. It
can’t last forever. The draft may come next week. And I was joking
about the potatoes. We’ve a lot left.”
“It isn’t just the money,” he said, shaking his head despondently;
“it’s the feeling of aloneness in the work. If I felt that the church
back of us was doing all it could, it would not be so hard--this ‘hope
deferred that maketh the heart sick.’ But sometimes I think--they don’t
care.”
“They do, John--they do! Don’t allow yourself to think that. Why,
look at this barrel! I know this is from some missionary society, and
would any church send us this unless they knew about our work and were
thinking of us? Why, of course not! Tell me about the barrel.”
“Well, I went to the post-office the first thing to get the draft. I
found instead a letter from this First Church, saying they had sent us
a barrel. I went over to the freight office and there it was. I didn’t
have enough--”
“How providential that it came before Christmas!” she interrupted. “I’m
crazy to see what’s in it! Aren’t you?”
He did not answer the question directly, being far from feeling her
jubilance about it. “We’ll open it after a while,” he said evasively.
In his heart he was protesting, “No! I don’t want their barrel! I want
my money!”
“But not until the children are off. There will be Christmas things in
it that they mustn’t see.... You got the candy, John? But of course you
did.”
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