Hubert's heart withdrew within him, and he had no further inclination
to speak to any of his new-found hope. A bitter theory was forming
itself in his mind. This company was no different from any other in
the world. Were they not all as he thought them in the days of his
scepticism? If they knew Him whom he had come to see as the supremest
Object of devotion in all the universe, could they forbear to speak of
Him when they met together? Would they not be like flaming brands,
igniting one another in their fervent zeal? He was not acquainted with
the book of Malachi, and had perhaps never read the words: "Then they
that feared the Lord spake often one to another: and the Lord hearkened
and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before him for them
that feared the Lord and that thought upon His name." Had he known the
words they would have seemed a satire in this company.
"They do not know Him," he thought passionately, "and I--am I under a
delusion? Is it all a farce?"
The suggestion was intense pain, and he put it from him. No, that One
whom he had seen in his laboratory, the Man of the cross and of the
glory, was no delusion. To admit Him to be such would be blackest
midnight. He held on to his revelation with an iron clasp, but he
longed to escape from an atmosphere that now stifled him. He made his
way to his mother and Winifred.
"Shall I take you to the refreshment room?" he asked in a cold,
strained voice.
Winifred looked at him anxiously, with eyes almost as troubled as his
own.
"Yes," she said in an undertone, "and let us get away as soon as
possible."
Mrs. Gray consented genially to be escorted to the room, elaborately
decorated, where charmingly-gowned young women dispensed elegant
refreshments. Several gentlemen, among whom Hubert recognized elders
of the church, with their wives and other ladies, passed gay bandinage
one to another as they sipped cooling ices. Hubert took nothing, but
stood, silent and stern, while his mother, unconscious of the tempest
in his breast, leisurely and daintily enjoyed her refreshment.
"Where are the poor people?" Hubert asked Winifred in something of his
old sarcastic tone, as they left the room.
"I am afraid they are not here," said she, gently. Then she glanced
around. "Yes, there are some, I see. There is Madge Nichol, that
young woman in the stylish blue dress. She has done sewing for me, and
seemed to need the money very much. But see how she is dressed! It
must be much beyond her means."
Then a womanly intuition smote her, and she looked down at her own
costly dress.
"I see how it is, Hubert," she said. "I think we are to blame. No
girl would like to meet us in this way unless she were well dressed."
"I should advise them to stay away," said Hubert. "They would lose
nothing valuable."
"That is what I shall do, I think," said Winifred with a sigh. "Do let
us get away as soon as mother is ready."
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