Mutiny -- Fiction; Science fiction; Space colonies -- Fiction; Space ships -- Fiction
Ensign Fishdollar swung his head dumbly.
"You know, Ensign Fishdollar, that the Patrol regards as null any
marriage with a citizen of a non-treaty planet," the captain said
softly.
The savage self-biting of his autonomic nervous system almost made
him grimace as he bent wordlessly to the paper and signed "Stephen
Fishdollar." The inner song was dead.
"You may go home now, Mr. Fishdollar," the captain said. "I will send
your personal effects, less uniforms, ashore before I lift out."
Mr. Fishdollar turned away. Captain Kravitz came around the desk and
laid an arm across his shoulders.
"Sit down again, Stephen," he said soberly. "I had to play it out to
the end, but I don't want you leaving on that note, lad."
They sat down, on the same side of the desk.
"Stephen," the captain said gently, "all youngsters worth their salt
chafe at the policy of restricted settlement and exploration. I did and
I still do, but I never had the courage to act directly."
He paused and closed his eyes, then continued.
"Graybeards in conclave never make the important decisions for our
species. They are always afraid. The decisions well up from the
four-dimensional life-continuum that _is_ our species, and the
graybeards accept, with what grace they can muster." He tilted back his
head, eyes still closed.
"The decisions always come through crooked, unmapped channels, through
poets and prophets and dreamers, to enter the consciousness of man.
Dreamers drove man to be free when he feared freedom. A few centuries
later they drove him into space, shrinking and trembling. Now this.
Dreamers, giving vent to that will of our species which no graybeard
can gainsay."
The captain opened his eyes and looked again at his companion.
"There is an old saying, Stephen: 'Beware of the dreamer who dreams
concretely.' Perhaps the Patrol version should be 'Never put a dreamer
in the way of dreaming concretely.' I will never know for certain how
much I have really had to do with this. I will be in grave trouble
before it ends. But I know, as you have just learned, that dreams can
be merciless."
Mr. Fishdollar smiled weakly. Captain Kravitz stood up and so did Mr.
Fishdollar. The captain held out his hand.
"Goodbye, Stephen," he said. "Good luck, lad, and I'm proud of you."
They shook hands and Mr. Fishdollar turned to the door. He rather
thought that, just as he turned, the captain snapped him a salute.
* * * * *
Mr. Fishdollar stumbled toward the settlement. People passed and he did
not see them. He was not thinking. Someone ran squealing. Then Wendy
was running toward him, crying.
"Stevie, Stevie, I'm so glad!" she sobbed against his shoulder. "They
tried to browbeat us into taking another planet, but we remembered and
fought for your dream of an outpost planet. We've won, haven't we won,
Stevie?"
"Yes, Wendy, we've won," Mr. Fishdollar said slowly.
She pressed closer and he hugged her convulsively.
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