Bildungsromans; Norway -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
shall; she shall be what God wills."--Gunlaug was silenced: "What is
that to say?" she said and came nearer.--"It is, that she must learn
what she is capable of by her natural abilities, for therefore has
God given them."--Gunlaug now drew quite near. "Then must not I direct
her, I, who am her mother?" she asked, as if she really wished to
learn.--"That you must, but you must respect the advice of those who
know better; you must listen to the will of God."--Gunlaug stood still
a moment. "But if she learnt too much," she said; "a poor man's child!"
she added and looked tenderly at her daughter.--"If she learns too much
for her station, she has thereby reached a higher one."--She quickly
saw his meaning, and said as if to herself, while she looked more and
more anxiously at the child: "But this is dangerous."--"The question is
not about that, he said mildly, but about what is right."--Her deep
eyes took a strange expression; she looked again piercingly at him; but
there lay so much of truth in his voice, words, countenance, that
Gunlaug felt herself defeated. She went across to the child, laid her
hand on her head, and could not speak.
"I shall read with her until she is confirmed," he said as if to help
her; "I wish to take this child in hand."--"And you will take her away
from me?"--He hesitated and looked at her inquiringly.--"You must
understand it better than I," she struggled to say; "but if it was not
that you named our Lord,"--she stopped; she had smoothed her daughter's
hair, and now she took a handkerchief and tied round her neck. She did
not say in any other way that the child should go with him, and she
hastened back into the house as if she wished not to see it.
This behaviour made him feel suddenly anxious at that which in his
youthful ardour he had taken upon himself. The child, too, was afraid
of the one who for the first time had overcome her mother, and so with
this natural fear they went to their first lesson.
From day to day, however, it seemed to him that she grew in wisdom and
knowledge, and at times his conversation with her, assumed of
themselves quite a peculiar tone. He often drew her attention to
characters in sacred and profane history in pointing out the CALLING
that God had given them. He would dwell upon Saul who was leading a
wild roving life, and upon a lad like David who was tending his
father's sheep, until Samuel came and laid the hand of the Lord upon
them. But the greatest calling of all, was when the Lord himself was
upon earth, when he stopped at the fishing village, and called, and the
poor fishermen arose and went--to poverty, as to death, but always
joyfully; for the feeling of a call carries through all adversities.
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