Bildungsromans; Norway -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The head had
retreated, but laughed in the side room. Petra's embarrassment was
clearly depicted in her face and attitude; it attracted the director's
attention, he looked at her, and taking a book, said as though nothing
in the world had happened: "Take this, my girl, and read, but read as
you talk yourself."--She did so. "No, no, that is not right, read
Norwegian,--Norwegian, I say!"--and Petra read, but the same as before.
"No, I tell you, it is altogether wrong. Do you understand what I mean?
Are you stupid?"--He tried her again and again, then took the book from
her and gave her another: "See, that is the opposite, it is comic, read
that!"--"Yes, Petra read, but with the same result till she wearied him
out."--"No, no!" he cried, "for heavens sake give over,--what do you
want with the stage, what the deuce is it you want to act?"--"The play
I saw yesterday."--"Aha! To be sure! well, and then?"--"Yes," said she,
feeling a little bashful, "I thought it was so delightful, yesterday,
but I have been thinking today it would be still more delightful if it
had a good ending, and I would give it that."--"Eh, that is it? Well,
to be sure! There's nothing to hinder; the author is dead. Of course,
he is no longer correct, and you, who can neither speak, nor read, will
improve his works;--yes, that is Norwegian!" Petra did not understand
the words, she understood only that they went against her, and she
began to fear. "Will you let me?" she asked softly.--"Certainly, Lord
preserve us, there's nothing to hinder, be so good!--Listen," he said
in a different tone, as he went close up to her, "you have no more idea
of the drama than a cat; and you have no talent for either the comedy
or the tragedy; I have tried you in both. Because you have a pretty
face, and a fine figure, I suppose people have put it into your head
that you could play much better than my wife, and so you will take
the first part in my 'répertoire,' and make alterations to begin
with;--yes, that is the Norwegians, they are the people that can do
it."--Petra could hardly breathe, she struggled and struggled; at last
she ventured to say: "Will you really not allow me?" He had been
standing looking out of the window, and was certain she had gone; he
now turned round in surprise, and was struck with her emotion, and the
wonderful strength with which it was pourtrayed in her whole being; he
looked at her a moment, then suddenly seizing the book, he said with a
voice and manner as if nothing had happened before: "See, take this
piece here, and read it slowly, let me hear your voice. Come now!" But
she could not read, for she could not see the letters. "Don't be
afraid!" At last she began, but coldly, without any spirit; he bade her
read it over again with more feeling; but it was still worse, so he
quietly took the book from her: "I have tried you in all ways," he said
"so I have no responsibility. I assure you, my good girl, if I were to
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