India -- History -- 1000-1526 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Reincarnation -- Fiction
Ahalya sighed. “I am glad,” she answered. “Oh—the days have been
dreary! The weeks would not pass. Loneliness hath killed my soul. Hath
my lord ever dreamed of the sadness of women’s lives when they are left
alone in the zenana?”
Rai-Khizar laughed, misunderstanding her words; but Ahalya flushed
with anger that he mocked her earnestness. Seeing her expression, his
changed at once. Laying one hand on hers, he said, gently:
“Thou hast been lonely, beautiful one? Tell me of it.”
“How can I tell thee, who hast not been a woman? There are we left, day
after day, hating and hated by those with whom we live. And we must
dress and powder and perfume, eat, drink, sew, and be content that we
have beds to sleep on by night and a prison to house us by day. If I
leave the palace and wander abroad in the fields, under the bright
sun, the women chatter and the slaves stare, and bearers must be at
my heels to carry me if I tire. I cannot sleep away my days. Rather I
would live like the Vaisya women, who are free to labor, and laugh, and
grow hungry and weary with their toil. The monotony, the idleness of
my life, kills my soul! It is for this I danced the poppy dance. It is
for this I sometimes sit for hours in the old, ruined temple of Surya,
watching the monkeys play in the cotton trees. It is for this I shout
and sing and tear to pieces my silken garments, and break the ivories
you bring me from the south. For I am not of Hindoo blood. My mother
came from free Iran, and I am also of that race. And here, in this
sleepy indolence, I suffer—I stifle—I die! There! Is it enough? Have I
told thee?”
She stopped, hot and eager with the feeling of her speech, to find
Rai-Khizar staring at her with troubled eyes. He gave her a long and
close scrutiny; and when he spoke it was only to say, in a quiet tone:
“Thou wilt do well to crush this spirit, Ahalya. I cannot make thee a
man;—nor would I if I could. Therefore, being a woman, thou must be
protected as one. Speak of this no more. Nay, listen, and I will tell
thee of our campaign, of the battle on the plain of Dhár, and of these
men of the west that are worthy warriors. Thou knowest, Ahalya, that,
hundreds of seasons ago, there came, over the snow-clad mountains of
the north, a great host, led by one called Mahmoud of Ghazni. They
came, in the name of their one God, to conquer our country; and though
many hundreds of times Indians and Rajputs drove them back, they have
persevered, and are now masters of the north and east. In Lahore, their
kings have ruled for generations; and now a slave sits on the throne of
the new Kingdom of Delhi.[2] And out of Delhi a fresh horde has come
for the conquest of Malwa. Beyond the walls of Dhár we met them in
battle; and, by Indra and Vishnu, we routed them well! I have brought
back in my train the nephew of their leader; and I think it will be
long ere Omar crosses the Vindhyas to get him back!”
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