India -- History -- 1000-1526 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Reincarnation -- Fiction
She thought on darker things: of the plight in which she was, of
the worse one that was shortly to come to her. In her love of Fidá
Ahalya was now, and, after the first day, had been, remorseless and
surprisingly careless of discovery. This was all in accordance with the
training of the child-woman, who, though she did not know it, had loved
the Rajah as a daughter only, and had turned from him to the young Arab
with all the truth and all the womanhood in her. There could never be
for her another like Fidá. And she knew now that the end of love was
very near. She had been denied its expression for a long time; but
while its object lived she did not care. Now, however, in the midst
of this brilliant scene, she suddenly perceived how weak, how worn he
was. And it was borne in upon her that the pallor of his face was the
pallor of death. How soon would the end come? How would it come? Could
she show her love for him in performing the suttee? Would there be
opportunity? or would he be burned, like a dog, on a handful of sticks,
in the city of the dead at the other end of the plateau, far from her
reach? The thought was too hideous to be maintained; but the shadow
of it darkened over her heart. How was it possible that such dreadful
things could be? How—
She was interrupted in her morbid revery by Bhavani, who, tired of
butterflies, came to drag her round the pools in search of the blue
lily. Ahalya was not now in the humor for this amusement; and Bhavani
became slightly peremptory in his demands. So, finally, she released
herself from him, and, while he ran on, to the other side of the
building, she, desirous of returning to her meditation, melancholy
though it was, began slowly to pace up and down the flowery turf.
Bhavani was quite out of sight; and Ahalya herself, her back toward the
road, stood gazing out over the sunset plain below, when there was a
sudden step behind her, and a voice exclaimed in her ear:
“Can it be that I have found the embodied spirit of the summer?”
She turned sharply, and found herself face to face with Ragunáth. Her
first impression was one of disgust at the expression on his face; her
first instinct to escape as quickly as possible from his presence.
“I am not a spirit at all. I have lingered here too long and must go at
once. Your favor, sir. Let me pass!” She motioned him imperiously out
of her way; but, to her amazement, he only moved as she did, so as to
be always in her path.
He smiled, regarding her half-admiringly, half-respectfully, but kept
his position till, stamping one small foot upon the ground, she cried,
angrily: “Out of my path, my Lord Ragunáth!”
“Nay, be not so hurried, Ranee,” he returned, mildly.
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