India -- History -- 1000-1526 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Reincarnation -- Fiction
Annoyed by the presumption which his tone belied, she lifted her eyes
and looked him fairly in the face. A shudder ran through her frame. At
last she realized that he did not intend to let her go: that her wishes
were now of no consequence. Instantly she was alive to her situation.
She looked around her, terrified, desperate, and perceived, at a little
distance along the wall of the palace young Bhavani, standing quite
still, staring at the figure of the newcomer. Immediately Ahalya began
waving her hand to him:
“Bhavani! Bhavani! Run quickly! Seek thy master!”
Ragunáth grasped her roughly by the arm. “Silence!” he cried. And
indeed she was silent, for, even as her tormentor spoke, she saw
Bhavani turn and start like a deer in the direction of the palace. And
Ahalya knew well to whom he would go first of all.
In a measure relieved, understanding that now she had only to gain
time, her wits rose to the situation, and she turned her face to
Ragunáth’s frown, and laughed. “Art thou so angry that I have sent the
boy away? Wouldst thou have had him stand there gazing at us? Even
Radha despatched her maidens ere she let Krishna look upon her face
unveiled. Hast thou not heard that tale, my lord?” She smiled on him
incomparably.
Ragunáth’s reply was a laugh. He, who trusted no living man, was in an
instant thrown off his guard by a woman’s trembling coquetry. “I have
heard the tale.—What lover hath not? Yet it hath never been sung to me
in the young summer, and by one resembling Radha as thou dost. Sing to
me, then, beautiful one, of the loves of Radha and Krishna.”
“But I have neither lute nor harp.”
“It matters not. There is no instrument that would dare accompany thy
voice.”
So Ahalya, her heart throbbing with fright, her whole body quivering
with loathing of the man who walked so closely at her side, began to
sing. And as she sang, the daylight sank from the sky; for the sun had
set, and darkness, most terrible to her plight, was upon the land. She
sang the eleventh Sarga of the great epic: that of the union of Krishna
and Radha, which she had so often poured into the ears of him she
delighted to call her god. And even now, at the joyous triumph in the
words, her heart was sighing at the emptiness of her love. This, to the
music Vasanta and the mode Yati, is what she sang:
“‘Follow, happy Radha, follow,
In the quiet falling twilight,
The steps of him who followed thee
So steadfastly and far—’”
“That is true, most beautiful Radha. Let thy fair feet henceforth
follow me through the land of delight,” murmured Ragunáth, in her ear.
Her voice shook as, without replying, she went on:
“‘Let us bring thee where the banjulas
Have spread a roof of crimson
Lit up by many a marriage lamp
Of planet, sun, and star.’
“‘For the hours of doubt are over
And thy glad and faithful lover
Hath found the road by tears and prayers
To thy divinest side—’”
“‘And thou wilt not deny him,’”
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