My name--suggested by my uncle because my mother died at my birth--was a
curious one; I believe he made it himself. _Belorba_ it was, and it means
_Fair Orphan_.
“I don't know, Martha,” I replied.
“Well, you watch and see!” she returned. “Do you think I would stay here
and work from morning to night if I hadn't some reason for it?--Oh, I
like work!” she went on; “I don't deny that. I should be miserable if I
didn't work. But I'm not bound to this sort of work. I have money of my
own, and I'm no beggar for house-room. But rather than leave your uncle,
poor man! I would do the work of a ploughman for him.”
“Then why don't you marry him, Martha?” I said, with innocent
impertinence.
“Marry him! I wouldn't marry him for ten thousand pounds, child!”
“Why not, if you love him so much? I'm sure he wouldn't mind!”
“Marry him!” repeated Miss Martha, and stood looking at me as if here at
last was a creature she could _not_ understand; “marry the poor dear man,
and make him miserable! I could love any man better than that! Just you
open your eyes, my dear, and see what goes on about you. Do you see so
many men made happy by their wives? I don't say it's all the wives'
fault, poor things! But the fact's the same: there's the poor husbands
all the time trying hard to bear it! What with the babies, and the
headaches, and the rest of it, that's what it comes to--the husbands are
not happy! No, no! A woman can do better for a man than marry him!”
“But mayn't it be the husband's fault--sometimes, Martha?”
“It may; but what better is it for that? What better is the wife for
knowing it, or how much happier the husband for not knowing it? As soon
as you come to weighing who's in fault, and counting how much, it's all
up with the marriage. There's no more comfort in life for either of them!
Women are sent into the world to make men happy. I was sent to your
uncle, and I'm trying to do my duty. It's nothing to me what other women
think; I'm here to serve your uncle. What comes of me, I don't care, so
long as I do my work, and don't keep him waiting that made me for it. You
may think it a small thing to make a man happy! I don't. God thought him
worth making, and he wouldn't be if he was miserable. I've seen one woman
make ten men unhappy! I know my calling, Orbie. Nothing would make me
marry one of them, poor things!”
“But if they all said as you do, Martha?”
“No doubt the world would come to an end, but it would go out singing,
not crying. I don't see that would matter. There would be enough to make
each other happy in heaven, and the Lord could make more as they were
wanted.”
“Uncle says it takes God a long time to make a man!” I ventured to
remark.
Miss Martha was silent for a moment. She did not see how my remark bore
on the matter in hand, but she had such respect for anything my uncle
said, that when she did not grasp it she held her peace.
“Anyhow there's no fear of it for the present!” she answered. “You heard
the screed of banns last Sunday!”
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