The Flower of the Flock, Volume 3 (of 3) — John Shaqi
The Flower of the Flock, Volume 3 (of 3)Egan, Pierce
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The Flower of the Flock, Volume 3 (of 3)
Egan, Pierce
Fiction
His first step, after the night’s deliberation of which we have just
spoken, was to write at length to Flora, to explain honestly and openly
to her the situation in which circumstances had placed him. He detailed
how his natural expectations had been abruptly shattered, and the stern
necessity which henceforward would imperiously call upon him to supply,
by the exercise of his own skill and industry, those resources with
which his late uncle had so liberally and kindly intended to furnish
him.
He made a clean breast, and disguised nothing; but his letter was not
composed in a complaining or whining spirit; and while he dwelt upon his
own ardent love for her, and alluded to the tender acknowledgments she
had made to him, it was rather with a view to suggest to her that the
change in his condition, since her admission of attachment, left her now
free to act in the future disposal of her hand and person. This, he told
her, he felt to be as a matter of justice and of right simply her due;
but it was, also, only fair to himself to state that he did not abrogate
one hope or aspiration in which she had hitherto held the first place.
He bade her be assured that he looked into the future firmly,
confidently, and with unwavering faith. He asked no promise from her
binding her to his future fortunes; he even said that he would think of
her in no angry spirit if, after what had recently occurred to himself,
she accepted the hand of one her equal in rank and wealth, however deep
might be his sense of the loss he should sustain; and finally, that
he should ever do his utmost to prove himself worthy of her favourable
opinion, even as he should strive, by unabated self-exertion, to recover
the position from which he had been so unexpectedly hurled.
The letter despatched, he pursued the course he proposed for himself to
follow. Personal application to the first manufacturing goldsmiths in
London proved to him that his devotion to his art, and the success which
always attends a well-directed perseverance, met its proper reward.
In quarters where he believed himself unknown, his skill in the
manipulation and the finish of his designs was almost a byeword. He was
gratified beyond measure to find that hours withheld from idleness, and
dedicated to his advancement, had won for him a name, as a sculptor in
the precious metal, earlier in life than could have been accomplished by
any other means.
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