The Flower of the Flock, Volume 3 (of 3) — John Shaqi
The Flower of the Flock, Volume 3 (of 3)Egan, Pierce
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The Flower of the Flock, Volume 3 (of 3)
Egan, Pierce
Fiction
“Out of sight out of mind” was a favourite axiom with him. It was one he
invariably acted upon in affairs of the heart, unless, as in the present
instance, his personal interest was identified with his passion for the
lady.
He, being thus banished from the object of his passionate and pecuniary
hopes, reflected that the axiom he adopted as a principle might have a
similar influence upon one whom he would rather have unconscious of the
existence of the proverb, much less capable of its application.
To render such a contingency impossible, he addressed a letter to Mr.
Wilton, penned with a full conviction that it would be laid before and
perused by Flora.
It was well done, and admirably calculated to effect its object, if--ah,
those “ifs!”--Flora’s love for Harry Vivian had been of a different
complexion. He commenced by regretting that any event should have
occasioned his premature departure from Harleydale; yet more did he
regret the circumstances which had happened, because they were of a
character to disturb the domestic peace of Mr. Wilton, and to inflict
pain upon the gentle heart of his most charming daughter. He begged
to be allowed to express the effect which those events had had upon
himself. Here he grew elaborate and diffuse. He declared that he fully
comprehended the position in which Flora stood with respect to Vivian.
He was aware, he said, that the heart was not at the disposal, nor under
the control of the will Love scorned common influences or restraint;
he was himself an example of the fact. Until now he had not really
understood the difference between loving and liking; until now he was
not conscious how consummately predilection and admiration simulated
love. In man’s nature this was an incontestable truth--he believed that
it had its place in woman’s. He had witnessed and keenly appreciated the
amiable sweetness of Miss Wilton’s disposition; he had discerned with
pleasure her ready and generous gratefulness for any service tendered to
her or actually rendered; he could, therefore, perfectly understand the
influence a handsome youth would have upon her grateful sense of benefit
received, in having saved her from death in a moment of frightful peril.
This generous gratitude took the form of emotion very like love. Yet it
was not love--oh, no! love was higher and holier in all its attributes.
The emotion he had described was not ineradicable; nay, when its real
nature was fairly and rigorously examined, its actual character would be
detected. It was no desire of his that Miss Wilton should abate one jot
of her gratefulness to Mr. Vivian for the daring act of gallantry by
which he had rescued her from a most horrible death: nay, it would be
his duty, as well as his pleasure, to respect and to share it even. He
had no wish that Miss Wilton should be denied the society of Mr. Vivian
whenever her father approved his visits. In short, he had only one
desire, and that was to render her happiness, now and in the future,
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