World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, Italian
I jumped to the ground with my bundle of civilian clothes under my arm,
and without waiting a moment I bent to kiss the ground for which I had
suffered so much. My comrade also descended without uttering a word. We
looked anxiously about but the searchlights continued to glow in their
regular fashion as though no alarm had been given. Above us we heard
the deep grinding noise of a “Gotha.” Not a moment to be lost. I went
towards the tail and Bottecchia stood by the wing. The propeller
revolved slowly and with a light, cadenced rustling moved the high
grass and bent with its breeze the branches of the trees and the stalks
of the flowers near it. I pushed all my weight against the triangular
trellis of the tail of the “Voisin” and by making the front wheels of
the plane rise, I caused it to circle on its hind wheels while
Bottecchia helped me by pushing on the side of the wing. Quickly we
removed our fur coats and helmets and I jumped on the plane to throw
them in the bottom of the car. Gelmetti was moved and I could not say a
word. I whispered in his ear, “Remember what you have promised;
remember to come back for me after a month.” He nodded affirmatively
and kissed me. I barely had time to place my feet back on the ground
before he had fed the motor with gas and in the twinkling of an eye had
disappeared. The dear old “Voisin” had again taken flight and we could
only distinguish it by the rumbling of the silencer which was red-hot
and resembled a red lamp wandering in the sky. For a few seconds we
could still follow its glitter and then it disappeared....
* * * * *
We were alone! The moment which I had thought about so often, which I
had so often dreaded, was come! The aeroplane, the last advanced
sentinel of our country, the last safe refuge, had left us, but I did
not tremble. There was within me all that calm which comes to us in
most trying moments, all the faith I had ever felt in the success of my
mission. Above us the tranquil stars twinkled and the vast plain
beneath trembled as though an invisible hand were moving the flowers
and stars which surrounded us. In the background the still profiles of
the mountains lent to the picture a meek aspect of peace and we, who
had passed from sudden motion to calm, from a great struggle to the
silence of nature, found again in the wilderness of that broad plain
the significance of deep things, the intimate feeling of life. Never as
in that moment had I ever experienced the sensation that something
within me had been cut short, that a new life was commencing for me; I
felt like a sailor who, wrested from the current, has with difficulty
reached the bank of a turbulent stream and looks anxiously towards the
other bank to which he no longer has the strength or the courage to
return. So I felt that the past was worth nothing and that I lived only
for the strength of the present, that I lived only for the strength of
the future.
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