World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, Italian
We tried to calm her, to tell her that no danger threatened us, and she
poured some milk into two deep cups and cut for us two enormous slices
of _polenta_, not too large however for our appetites.
“Cietta, Cietta,” Giovanni began, “rest assured, do not be afraid.
Don’t you see how well we look, and how happy? This is an Italian
officer,” and Bottecchia made a mysterious sign of silence by placing
his finger before his mouth.
“What? An Italian officer?” Everyone gathered round me.
“It is safe to talk here, isn’t it? All those here are good Italians?”
“Yes, you may talk, but be very careful because now one is not safe
even in his own house, and at any moment, when one least expects it, he
is likely to be dispatched to the other world before he even has time
to recommend his soul to the sacred Madonna.”
The sister of Cietta, who expressed in her thin face a suppressed
grief, making it all the more pitiful, took me by the hands and said
with sobs, “I too, had a son, big and strong like you and they have
killed him. One day as he was walking here in front of the house a
platoon of Germans arrived for the requisitions, and he, frightened,
began to run down the slope. One of the gendarmes called after him to
halt, but my poor dear one, believing himself far enough to be out of
danger, continued running without obeying. The gendarme at once aimed
his rifle and fired. He fell in a pool of blood with a leg and an arm
shattered. We lifted him up. He was pale and did not utter a word. For
a long time we nursed him here because I preferred to keep him under my
care, because he wanted to die near his mother, but at length they took
him away from me to the hospital, where his condition grew worse every
day, every hour. The wounds would not heal and after two months of
indescribable suffering he died on the night when the swallows
returned. I always see him before me as he was, strong as you; but
taller, yes, taller than you.” As she spoke she clutched my arms as
though in pressing my flesh she pressed the flesh of the son she had
lost. “Who will bring my boy back to me, who will bring him back? Oh,
unjust war, oh, ruthless war, and you German assassins, may you be
damned forever! May the stain of the blood of that innocent lad fall
upon you and your children so that throughout all eternity you never
shall have peace!”
Softly I pressed her hand and whispered, “Courage, courage, life is
made up of terrible sorrows and we must face them bravely and with
resignation, but God is just and your appeal to Him in malediction is
worth maybe more than the fire of a thousand guns. The day shall come
when they will have to pay, and pay in blood the measure of your sighs
and all these your tears.”
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