Bildungsromans; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
“No! I’ve regretted I presumed to know more than my father about what I
was best fitted to do. And now my own boy has come along and stands
exactly on the brink of the same horrible precipice. I’d have thanked my
father if he’d broken my neck for my independence. I’m not going to do
that to you. But I want to show you the hideous mistake you’re making.
Nathaniel, I want to save you from frittering away your life being any
such puerile, willy-nilly thing as a poet!”
“But I like being a writer! I could do something big!”
“Stop! I’m doing the talking! You like to write poems, yes. And some men
like to drink whisky and smoke cigarettes. But this isn’t a world in
which we can pamper ourselves in the things we like to do. It’s a world
in which we’ve got to school ourselves in stiff self-discipline—do the
things we don’t like to do. Always! The moment a boy or a man goes doing
something he likes to do, he’s guilty of a weakness—of a sin!—and sin is
displeasing in the sight of the Heavenly Father. The Bible says so!”
“But if I can’t write, what do you want I should do?”
“The Bible says, ‘By the sweat of thy brow shalt thou eat bread,’
Genesis, third chapter, nineteenth verse. That means a man’s chief
concern in this world is work, business. All other things come second to
work, business. A man should first of all have a trade, succeed in a
good business, make money. After he’s done these things, then perhaps he
can waste a little time with foolishness like poetry. But to put the
poetry nonsense first,—that’s the cart before the horse; that’s to court
failure, poverty, all the hardships I’ve had to endure, wanting to be a
minister before I knew my own mind—_marrying your mother_! And I’ve
decided I don’t intend to see you do it. As you’re not old enough to
make up your own mind yet, it’s my duty to make it up for you. But I
want you to see why and how it’s done. Twenty years from to-night, on
your bended knees, with tears in your eyes, you’ll kiss my hand and
thank me—just as you’re going to thank me some day for keeping you from
girls or setting you to work in the tannery—having that valuable
experience in contacting with unpleasant things.”
“Pa!” cried the aghast boy. “You’re not going to say I can’t write any
more poetry!”
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