Bildungsromans; Families -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
“I’m going to say you can’t write any more poetry until you know your
own mind. What you’ve written in to-night’s paper goes to show the
injury an immature, undisciplined boy can do to himself and to those who
love him—by not knowing his own mind. All over this town to-night
sensible people are reading your poetry. They’re laughing at you and
pitying you. But they’re damning me as your father for not keeping a
guiding hand on you, training your thoughts and impulses into healthy,
money-making channels. To-night in the House of God I hung my head in
shame for the thing my son had done. Even a minister of the Gospel
rebuked me before the Elders in the Temple. And that shame, your shame
as well as mine, is almost greater than I can bear. It can’t be
duplicated, young man. It’s got to stop before you do something far more
sickening.”
“But, Pa! I like to write poetry! It comes so easy——”
“Who are you—little, inconsequential, immature Nathaniel Forge—that you
should consider yourself capable or talented enough to go before the
public with your silly little rhymes? What do you know about life and
its responsibilities and penalties—merely living here in this quiet,
sheltered, comfortable home with your dear father and mother and little
sister? Hasn’t it yet dawned on your brazen little brain that all the
great poets have been men of mature intellect and venerable
years—Longfellow, Tennyson, Whittier—what were they but bent beneath the
weight of time, with gray heads and flowing beards——?”
“Bryant wrote ‘Thanatopsis’ at eighteen!” flashed Nathan. “And it’s one
of the biggest poems in the English language!”
“Don’t argue!” roared Johnathan, his temper rising. “‘Harken to my
counsel and give heed to my understanding!’ I’m talking for your own
best interest.”
“Hang it all, Pa, I don’t care about business! I don’t take to
money-making at all!”
“Then all the more reason why you should be made to take to
money-making—correct a weakness in your character. Making money, doing
business, is fine and manly and virile. But is there anything fine and
manly and virile about wasting your time on silly, obscene lines of
rhymes—that start a whole town laughing at you and pointing the finger
of scorn at your father? Answer me, sir! Answer me!”
“I don’t know what to answer. You cut all the solid ground out from
under me. I thought I’d found something I could be a success in, if I
did it long enough. But you throw me all up in the air. I don’t know
what I want to be, or what I want to aim for, at all!”
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